So darling, just you shut you...

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I glance over at my friends sitting at the front of the class with Jack. I don't understand why they want me... Xem Thêm

So darling, just you shut your pretty mouth
Beautiful scars on critical veins
So, excuse my tantrum Can't you see I got my hands full?
Dear head, shut up I can't listen no more
You can't get in my head I hope you heard it clearly the first time
Therapy...You were never a friend to me And you can keep all your misery
There's a buzz in my head From all the things that you said
It's not easy making a name for yourself Where do you draw the line?
...always wear a coat But it's warm and it's heavy and we're trying to float
I know my reputation's on the line
I was just an only child of the universe And then I found you
God, show me what love feels like I've never felt it
I've had a lot to think about
If I open up my heart, I'm scared you're going to tear it all apart
Have a smoke, pour a drink Steal a kiss in the dark
I hide behind these words But I'm coming out
I created a monster, a hell within my head
Just hold my hand for a little while Misery never goes out of style
You know I'm stupid for you
I was an ocean, lost in the open Nothing could take the pain away
The day will come when you can't cover up what you've done
I'm addicted to you
I've got more secrets than you'll ever know
I know what you're thinking and those secrets that you keep
It's the same shit just a different day
I'm telling you the truthI mean this, I'm okay! (Trust me)
I got into Nirvana And smoking marijuana My first year in school
We're up so high They can't touch us now
'Cause the weight from all my guilt is all too much for me to carry
This is not where I belong You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up
Well I'm a total wreck
Maybe you'll stop me from digging my own fucking grave
I'm sure as hell the happiest I've ever been
I pulled you closer, looked at you and said "Love, I think it is"
I'm drunk as fuck again No cells between my head
tell me everything that bothers you
But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay
But hey, for what it's worth I think you saved my life
With a knife that loves to feel How do you know how deep to go before it's real
This was no accident, this was a therapeutic chain of events
I would've married you in Vegas Had you given me the chance to say "I do"
And in the end I'll do it all again.
Apoligise
I don't wanna wake up when i'm dead

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So I'm currently in KFC and I checked this and just saw I'm at 1k reads! I'm so happy you're enjoying this because I really love writing it. I would like to thank everyone for your votes and comments, you keep me writing. They give me motivation to carry on writing. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Writing is like my only hobby and I enjoy it so much even if I'm not the best at it. I may have improved my spelling a lot but my grammar is awful so I'm really thankful for people correcting me on it. I want to improve and you commenting is the best way for me to do so.

Thank you for everything.

Now comments are being weird in my notifications so if I miss your comment I'm sorry I usually check because I don't want to miss any. I love to read them.

I'm now going off to smoke since the weather is pretty good for this time of year and I'm out with a friend and I'll write a update for the day after tomorrow. I've already written tomorrow's update and I'm really proud of it so I hope that you enjoy it.

Hugs, kisses and peace ✌🏻

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