Im not fond of Andys friends.
Which is a bit mean to say.
But it saddens me how different he acts around them.
He's never himself.
I picked at my food, as he spoke about stupid things to his friends.
"So Roxanne do you still self harm?" Jake asked.
I looked up.
Glaring at Andy I spat
"You told them?!"
"I tell them everything."He said.
"You didn't answer my question, do you still-"
"NO, I DONT." I yelled and threw my fork down and went upstairs.
Fuck You Andy.
I slammed my bedroom door and yelled out at the ceiling.
He knew better.
I decided to wait until his friends were gone until I went back downstairs.
That is taking forever.
There was a lot of laughing, loud music and a few things being shattered.
Ugh, he's having a party.
I should of known something was gonna happen.
I couldn't take it.
He's gonna burn the house down.
I walked out of my room and went down into the large crowd.
I made my way through to find Andy making out with some chick.
Ew gross.
I didn't realize that the chick was my best friend.
Clary.
Anger built up.
How dare they?!
I ripped them off of each other.
I was hurt, angry.
"WHAT THE HELL!! WHY WOULD YOU TWO KISS?!! YOU BETRAYED ME!!"I snarled.
Clary ran as fast as she could.
I wasn't stopping her.
Andy smiled.
"Oh calm down you cutter."He slurred his words and stumbled around a bit.
I was hurt by his actions.
"Fuck you, you drunk asshole."I said and ran back upstairs.
Without thought, I piled my clothes into my bag, my valuables and left the house.
Lucky me I had Dads credit card incase anything happened.
I ended up at a hotel.
I set my things down and cried.
Andy was an asshole.
He never changed.
And I'll never forgive him.
Ever.