I can't go on this way,
Pretending I'm okay
I can't live on like this,
The people I will miss
I can't just forget the past,
This world's feelings remain vast
I can't lie to mend a heart,
A pokerface isn't a work of art
I can't dance to my own beat,
When I can barely stand on my two feet
I can't sing my heartfelt melodies,
When to my pain there's no remedy
I can't click a picture of this moment,
Because all it will bring me is internal torment
I can't go on feeling this way,
I can't go on wasting my days
I can't help hoping I'll someday see the light,
But all I see is darkness, harsh cold winter nights
I can't go on this way,
Pretending I'm okay
I can't open new doors,
While the memories roar.
~Via