So, love? What is it? Why do we all as humans seek it and desire over everything? Why must we pursue this wretched beast of a creature when all it does is hurt us? Cause we're lonely and people like me feel the same. Being alone can he the best and worst things for people, for me it's a silver lining in the middle. I like to be alone at times but others I wish someone would cuddle with me and binge watch tv with me in my bed. Sure I sound desperate but I don't care I've had 6 past relationships and they all ended up the same, me being cheated on for some other "hotter" or "more sexy" guy. Sure I'm not the hottest or cutest but I'm loyal and I care deeply for those I love. I am in a long distance relationship right now and things aren't going all that great...sure me and my girlfriend love each other but she barely shows it and it worries the hell out of me. But such is life. I wonder how much longer I can go until I crack...who knows...