Dear Diary,
This is my first entry. Louis said I keep things bottled up too much sometimes and that this would be a good thing for me to do. I guess he's right, but I don't really know. I trust Louis, I trust him a lot. Things are just different now.
I miss spending all my time with Louis. Now that we have become more famous, we aren't allowed around each other very often and it hurts me. I love him and I need him. I don't think I can be away from him for much longer, even with the help of this diary...
We are on tour in America. It's crazy, the fans, the venues, the crew. It's really all a dream come true. I love doing shows every night and I love feeling wanted and loved, even if I can't stand near Louis on stage anymore. I still get to see him, so I guess that can be enough for me.
I just really miss Louis.
He's out tonight, and I don't really know where he is. We haven't really talked. Separation makes me sad, but it makes him bitter. Louis always likes to be in charge of a situation, sometimes it's a good thing, but in this case it really is not.
Well, I guess this helped a bit. I really hope I can see Louis soon. It gets a little lonely at night, even with the other boys.