indigo,
indigo i did it! i went on a date with vanessa. we went to the lake by the beach, you know where we carved our initials. vanessa noticed it and was wondering who they were. i told her it was us. she traced her fingers over it. her hair was blowing in the wind. the sunset was casting itself onto her body. she looked beautiful.
we kissed after that. it was like a gust of something hit me right in the face. i thought it was you, but i know thats not what you would have done. i don't want to let you go just yet, but i know you're not coming back. i'm waiting for something that isn't coming back to me.
i love you indigo.
always,
luke