Your pov
I got home that day and made my own river, lake, and oceans
I cried until i thought i couldn't possibly cry anymore
The only thing that would take me to a happy place right now is tori's embrace
I checked my phone and I noticed i had 5 missed calls and 1 voice mail..
They were all from tori
"Hey y/n i was just calling to see if you were okay since you kind of ran off on me today and wont answer any of my phone calls, i just want to know if your alright, and um yeah call me back if you need anything okay?love you bye"
"Love you bye"
Her words replayed in my head
Over and over
Does she really, or will she never understand..
The thoughts started flowing back into my mind as i buried my face into my pillow
I turned on my side and faced my drawer with the pictures of tori and i growing up together over the years
Why my best friend, why?
Is this just another hopeless love story between the girl and the straight best friend?
The thoughts were pecking at my heart
Heart felt heavy
I need to somehow tell tori that i love her, just so she knows that someone out there does, but doesn't know that its me
So i decided to write down some sam smith lyrics on a sheet of paper
"Oh im in love with you and you will never know, and if i cant have you i'll walk this life alone, spare you the rising storms and let the rivers flow"
"I'll slip this in her locker tommorow, maybe that will soothe me a little..
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Tori's pov
Its late and i cant stop thinking about y/n
What happened back there to make her on the edge of crying and running away from me?
If she thought i didn't catch that i did, i know when something i wrong with my best friend
Yeah
Best friend
And will never be anything more than that
I thought to myself as i randomly strummed my guitar chords
Usually music is my soother but right now its not coming to me
I look through my phone and see that y/n still hasnt tried returning any off my calls
Great
I look through all our old selfies together, we both seemed to be so happy
I dont know what happened
Does she notice the way i look at her?
Maybe thats why she hasnt been acting normal
Maybe she doesn't feel the same way and doesnt want to hurt me
Thats probably it
I want to move on since i know she'll never love me back
But somehow it always comes back to her, theres something about y/n that is special to me and no one else could give me that, we have a beautiful bond like you could never imagen, perfect even..
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Your pov
I take a peek around the corner of the hall to see if tori is at her locker
She isn't
So i have to move fast
I take a small note out of my pocket, give it a good luck kiss, and slide it in between the crack on her locker and run off
phew
That went well
I wonder what tori will think when she reads it
I wonder if she'll treasure it as much as i treasure the thought of giving it to her
I turn to the left and see ryan talking to some guys
I try to avoid all eye contact with him but he seemed to follow me
"Hey"
He said
"Look leave me alone, dont talk to me like ever, as a matter of fact leave tori alone too, she deserves better"
I give him a cold stare and start to walk off
"Its whatever, besides, IM the one who deserves better, thats why im breaking up with your little girlfriend after school"
I stopped dead in my tracks
Oh i was mad for his little dumb remark, but hey its ryan its not like anything good has ever came out of his mouth, and at the same time, i suddenly felt this, this weight of my shoulders, like i could actually breathe
Once i processed this in my head i turned around and gave ryan a good punch in the jaw that was well over due
I walked on home satisfied with what had just happened, and with part of my life.
But oh
This was only the beginning.