Forever?

Still The Same?

"Gon?"
Black,spiky hair bounces slightly as Gon tilts his head and smiles.
"Been awhile...Killua." He says.
My cheeks become a tinted red as he says my name.
"Gon I missed you so much...How did you find me." I think since I'm at a lost for words.
"Gon..." I say again and I feel tears in the corner of my eyes.
"Kill-"
Before he finishes I pull him into a hug and start crying into his shoulder. I feel his hand run through my hair and he rubs my back soothingly.
"I missed you too..." He says.
I bite my bottom lip and let him continue to touch me.
"Can we go back to how it was?"
I cough and and grit my teeth from the pain. What the hell is wrong with me?
"You okay?" He asks.
I nod my head and nuzzle deeper into his shoulder. His skin is so rough...What happened while we were apart?
"Killua..." His voice shaky.
"What's wrong?" My voice raspy.
I wait for Gon's answer but I receive nothing.
"What's wrong?" I repeat.
He opens his mouth to speak but a tall,skinny man in a lab coat walks in.
"Leorio?" I ask.
My vision is going blurry again. Gon looks at Leorio and they both have a grim look on their face.
"What's wrong?"
Leorio mouths something but my ears are ringing and I can't hear a word he says.
"What's wrong. Tell me! I need to know!" I yell at myself.
I tightly grip Gon's shoulder and I feel his hand grab my arm.
"Killua!" He yells.
I look up at him and tears are streaming down his face.
"Don't let this beat you!!! Damn it!!" He yells.
"Let what defeat me?"
He hugs me and I shut my eyes.
"Don't worry Gon. Whatever this is...I won't let it beat me. Promise."