[Y/N Pov]
At midnight, suddenly my sleep broke. I became wide awake. I don't know why, I am feeling so uneasy. My breathing is heavy. I stared at the celling blankly. My eyesight wasn't clear. Everything was looking hazy.
I felt pain at my lower belly. I looked down to my belly & my eyes became wide. My legs are drenched with blood. A tension rose in my chest. My baby...
My head is hurting badly. I tried to grab my phone which was on the bedside table. Accidently, a glass fell down & broke into pieces. I flinched & started breathing incessantly.
Hearing the sound of something breaking, Mrs. Jung rushed to my room. When she saw my state she panicked.
"Y/N dear, are you okay? Oh my god. Your water broke. Hold on a bit, Y/N," she tried to give me courage.
"Ahh...Aunt. I can't. Help me," I cried out.
As each minute passes by, my pain increases.
Mrs. Jung called an ambulance. It arrived within five minutes & took me to hospital.
I gave birth to a baby boy. His peaceful face made me forget all the pain. But whenever I look at his face, it reminds me of him.
I am not married. I had a love life back then. But I never had any intention to $exual things. But you know what, we don't have control on ourselves everytime. I didn't even realize how things happened.
My life's been magic, seems fantastic;
But it's all hectic.
I had a boyfriend from my high school. He was all sweet & caring. But lu$t changed him. He always tried to have $exual things with me but I used to stop him. He thought that I don't trust him. But I trusted him more than my own parents.
To prove him, I gave in. I gave myself to him. I did respond to his lu$t. But... it's all ended.
Am I the story that sad & true?
I can feel the pain, can you?
You had to be the one to let me down,
to colour me blue.
It's all started when we were in middle school.
[Flashback]
"Good morning, humans. I am back from my dreamland," I said & laughed.
You must be thinking I am crazy but I am not. I am a smart girl & brilliant student.
My name is Y/N. I am 18 years old. My love life is empty. But I have a crush on someone.
He is dangerously handsome that makes every girls's heart flutter. But there is a bad side of him. He is cold. I heard from some people that he is kind of a playboy. But I don't believe that. He never seem to be a playboy. He is very polite & courteous to girls.
I hope someday he pays attention to me.
I pushed all my thoughts away & started getting ready for school. I wore full jeans & a yellow hoodie as it is my kookie's favourite colour. I did my breakfast & left for school.
Entering the hallway, I walked to my locker & put my stuffs. I checked my schedule.
Oh my god. I have physical education class on 4th period. I can't wait for that.
You must be curious why I am impatient for this class. Because the captain of this class is...
JEON JUNGKOOK
[Time skip to 4th period]
I wore my usual uniform. A long baggy pant & a black hoodie. I tied my hair into a ponytail.
I looked around & saw my crush. He is looking hansome as well as hot like always. I smiled shyly & started my daydreaming.
"BOO!"
"Ahh..."
Someone suddenly screamed from my back slapping the living $hit out of me. I screamed like a scardy cat. I turned around to look at the culprit only to find my stupid bestfriend; Hobi.
"What the hell? Why did you do that?" I crossed my hands over my chest.
I shoot him a death glare but he was just laughing at me.
I heard more laughter from my back. I looked behind me & saw some boys who is with jungkook, laughing. But Jungkook remained the same poker face.
My god! This is so embarrassing!
I looked at Hobi & said, "You are dead meat today."
I ran after her.
[Jungkook Pov]
I was discussing something with my friends. Suddenly we heard screaming.
We looked around & saw Y/N with a scared face. She is really chicken-hearted, isn't she? But she is beautiful indeed.
After that, she ran after the guy who scared her awhile ago. Wait is that her boyfriend? She is always with him. But maybe I shouldn't think about it.
[Y/N pov]
We were tired of running. We came a bit far from the students. It was the back of our school field. We two sat on the grass to take breathe.
"We came too far from others," Hobi said panting.
I hummed in response.
There was silence for some minute. Hobi spoke again, " How long are you gonna run after him?"
"Who?"
"Don't act dumb. You know very well who I am talking about. Your crush Jeon Jungkook of course."
"I don't know," I replied with a sigh.
"I think someday you both will get old. Jungkook will have a wife & kids. But you will be still single, crushing over him," he laughed.
I shot him a death glare. I said afterward, "You are right. I am an idiot."
"Why don't you go & propose to him?"
I sighed & said, "I'm afraid. What if he rejects me? I can't bear rejection. Daydreaming is better than it."
"Don't think negative. Why would he reject you?" He flicked my forehead.
"Why wouldn't he? He never pays attention to me. Whenever I smile at him, he rolls his eyes. He doesn't like me, I know."
"Who said Jungkook doesn't like you? You wanna know why he doesn't look at you?"
"Why?" I asked with a bored face.
"Because you are simple. Look at yourself. Plain pants & hoodie, no makeup & simple ponytail. Everything is so excessive," he said making a poker face.
"Then what should I do?" I yelled out of frustration.
"Change your style. Wear $exy cloths, use expensive cosmetics & do free style to your hair. You are a police officers daughter. You can afford these, right?"
"I can. But will it work?" I asked in confusion.
"It will definitely work. You have to attract him. Then he will be interested in you. I bet no boys pay attention to you because of your damn style!" he exclaimed.
"How can you be so sure?" I raised my right eyebrow.
"It has a specific reason. We are friends for over 10 years now. But in this whole time, I never felt attracted to you. You have no attraction nor hotness. NOTHING! FLAT!" he ended with a exclamatory mark.
"What? Why would you feel attract to me?" I asked in confusion.
"Because I am a guy."
"You are not a guy but a gay. Remember?"
Yes, Hobi is a gay. He was not a gay from the start. A girl made him like this.
Hobi was not handsome like this before. He was a little shy.
He proposed to a girl when he was 14 but the girl rejected him saying he is a gay. He was very emotional. He then promised to himself that he will not date any girl & will be a gay. Although he doesn't do something like that.
"Oh yeah. I totally forgot. I am a gay," he said & there was a sad tone in his voice.
I put my hand on his shoulder & said, "Don't force yourself to do something that you don't want."
I smiled. He put his palm over my hand & nodded.
"We should go now or we will be scolded for being late," I said getting up from the ground.
Hobi also got up & said, "Yes, let's go."
And we went back.
[End of Flashback]
⚠️ATTENTION⚠️
I am not hating on any idol. It is just a fanfiction based on imagination.
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23/03/2024
Saturday
12:05 AM