"End it" is all what my mind says,
"You cant" is all my heart replies,
"You have to obey" is what the adult in me says,
"Freedom" is what the child in me cries,
"You are what we call disgrace" the people around me tell,
But all i want to hear is "we all believe ,you can still try",
Small things gives me the will to continue,
But that on remark from someone, makes me want to crumble up and die,
This is how things work I know,
But all I want someone to tell me for once is just,
"Do what ever you want,I wont leave you,
Even if you breakdown ,and you want to push me away,
But you wont be able to do that,even if you try."
~VOD~