For years,
I've cried.
For reasons,
that hurt to this day.
Struggling...
To look at the zombie , that is left of me...
Hurting you all !
Constantly pushing me:
move on ,
forgive,
forget ,
smile
and be happy...
do you think , that I never tried ?!
for years and years , I have !
let me be !
with time ,
I will be me...