My life

Im fucked up so bad

The reason the title says that because I almost was close to death because one day after going to hell got home grab a knife kept on cutting never stoping until I cut one vein that's were I fucked up so bad close to death close to dying I never stoped until I realized I fuked up have I so ever regretted doing that.* starts crying* because you know why I was close to death because I trusted one friend one friend to keep a secret that I was a lesbian and for two years two fucking years I went through hell when my friend told every one I was mad shocked afraid scared of what would people would do to me I never again never again now people ignore me punch me kick me abuse me it hurts so bad so bad I was close to killing my self killing my self now that's that's really sad almost having to kill my self I mean I'm not really afraid to die I'm not they can go suck a dick for all I care damn bullies . well that's it for this chapter by.