2 months later
I was on the spilling my stomach out for the second time today
"No I can't be"
I was afraid of this happening I knew that one time we didn't use a condom this could happen I got up off the floor and hurried to my car went to the nearest store and picked up two pregnancy test I drove back home a luckily I had to pee I went to the bathroom and peed on the stick
I waited 5 minutes later and thankfully they were both negative thank god it's not like I don't want children but it's just that I not ready for children I know if some girls will be more than to get pregnant by August alsina but not me idk even know if I want children I'm so messed up in the head but it's not my fault I've been hurt so many times by everybody I feel so alone in this world idk what to do about it
*knock knock *
I looked through the peep hole and saw that it was August
"Hey"
"Hey mama" he looked at me
"Why you crying "
"I have to talk to you "
he grabbed my hand and led me to the couch
"So I took a pregnancy because I been feel nauseous this week "
"You pregnant ma"
"No it was negative "
"So what's wrong "
"You don't get if we keep doing what we doing there a strong possibility that I'm going to get pregnant "
"So you saying you don't want to have my baby"
"yes I don't want to have your baby at the moment we just met August "
"So you don't get it I'm crazy about you I can't go a day without thinking about you about you"
"August you said no feelings involved "
"I know but Ima real nigga and I didn't want to catch feelings but I did this ain't about just fucking anymore I like you"
"August I like you to but I can't be with you I'm going to bring so much drama that you don't need
I give a fuck about what drama you bring I want you to be my girl "
"August "
"Before you finish that sentence just know in not going to give up and if I want something I get it
"Yes"
"Yes what"
"I'll be your girl "
he didn't say anything he just grabbed me and kissed me
"August just don't hurt me if been hurt so
"I promise I won't hurt you"
"Okay so what do we do know "
"I'm going to take you on a date"
"Okay what should I wear "
"Something sexy and easy to get off "
"Okay I'll see you later "
"I'm not leaving "
"Well what do you want "
"You know what I want "
"Ugghh come on "
I led him to my room and you know what we did.
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