|LOUIS|
"Where the fuck is she!", I yelled throwing my desk upside down.
Every tech person I had was scrambling around trying to find anything that could link back to my Rose.
"Calm down, babe.", Jaylen sighed.
Ignoring her, I placed my head and my hands.
I felt like crying but I couldn't let these motherfuckers see that shit.
My Rose...my love....I miss you.
Please come back to me.
"Rose, stop going so far ahead!", I laughed.
Rose giggled back and ran over the hill.
She was 13 and I was 24.
My father allowed us to hang out whenever we wanted but he stopped me from sleeping in the same bed as her once I turned 18.
I wouldn't do anything to Rose anyways until she was 18.
Once I made it over the hill, I looked around but I couldn't see her.
"Rose!", I yelled.
Feeling my heart drop into my ass, I frantically looked around.
"Rose!", I yelled again.
"Boo!", she jumped out of a bush and screamed.
"Rose, don't ever do that again!", I yelled grabbing her shoulders and shaking her.
"Okay, okay. Sorry!", she laughed.
"It's not funny. I thought I lost you.", I sighed while hugging her.
"You'll never lose me. And even if you do, I know you'll find me sooner or later.", she giggled.
I will find you Rose.
Please, God. Let me find my Rose.
"You tellin' me you fallin' out of love with me
Hope you can find someone to love you better than I did
Takin' our memories on love and treatin' it like nothin'
Takin' our memories on love and treatin' it like gossip
It's my love from my grandmother make me gentle when I care for you
Tell me you fallin' out of love, it's breakin' my heart in two
I just don't wanna sit and pray, baby
I almost like it didn't happen to make you happy"
"Grey. I know you know something. Tell me.", I mumbled.
I was drunk off my ass and was just saying shit.
I was really going off of my emotions.
He's been real suspicious and he's been fucking someone that's like a sister to my Rose.
He had to know something.
"I don't know what you're talking about, man.", he deadpanned.
We had a stare off for a while before I stood up and pointed my 9 at his head.
"I'll kill you. Tell me the truth.", I urged.
What the fuck am I doing.....
I'm going crazy without my girl.
I haven't been home to Jaylen or the baby.
I didn't want them.
I hate myself for saying it but its the truth.
I wanted my one and only.
Stumbling over, I accidentally pulled the trigger.
"Shit! You almost shot me!", Grey yelled standing up.
"Bring me your bitch or I'll have her killed.", I mugged.
"Over my dead body.", Grey mugged back.
"Tell me what I want to know then....you don't want a war with me Grey.", I stated.
We had another stare off before he pulled out his phone and showed me a picture of a woman with red hair.
She was cutting a slice of cake with a big smile on her face.
She was beautiful.
"Who the fuck is that?", I asked.
"Thats Rose."
"Stop lying. Go get Lola, now!", I yelled.
"No...that's the reason none of our ally's including the ones overseas, have been able to give us information on Rose.", he stated.
"What?", I asked discombobulated.
"Rose doesn't look like Rose anymore.", Grey nervously laughed.
"And you knew this entire time?", I asked him lowering the gun.
"Yes but-", I interrupted him by shooting him in his foot.
He dropped to the floor screaming.
"Dude, what the fuck!", he yelled.
Turning on my heels, I walked out of the warehouse.
I was heading over back to the tech section.
I had grabbed Grey's phone when he fell.
I was going to get all the information I needed from him the hard way or the easy way.
"You tellin' me you fallin' out of love with me
Hope you can find someone to love you better than I did
You tellin' me you fallin' out of love with me
(You tellin' me you fallin' out of love with me)
Hope you can find someone to love you better than I did
(Hope you can find someone to love you better than I did)"
I landed in the same country that Rose was in and it felt amazing.
I didn't tell anyone I was going.
It wasn't anyones business.
They would see when I returned back with her.
Feeling my phone vibrate in my pocket, I pulled it out to see a call from Jaylen.
Pressing ignore, I headed to the baggage claim area.
Grabbing my bag, I headed to a car that I ordered for myself when I arrived.
Getting into the car, I headed to where Rose was.
It was a 30 minute drive from the airport.
I was feeling nervous, like this was the first time meeting her or something.
I bet she will be so happy to see me.
I pulled into the driveway of a 2 story house with a black Jeep in the front.
Turning my car off, I took deep breaths.
My hands felt sweaty as fuck.
Feeling my phone vibrate again, I pulled it out to see it was my father calling.
I decided to answer that call.
"Son, you need to get back here. Now!", he yelled as soon as I answered.
"Why?", I asked.
"Jaylen fucking killed her self.", he yelled.
"Could this thing be more?
You tellin' me you fallin' out of love with me
It's my love from my grandmother make me gentle when I care for you
(Hope you can find someone to love you better than I did)
If it's really meant to-, baby, baby
'Cause I'm interested, baby, baby"
(Song: Love You Better - Future)
(Authors Note: Don't let any person who makes you feel as though you want to kill yourself remain in your life. Anything that makes you feel like that needs to go. Period. You are light and love all by yourself, baby.
1 Vote = R.I.P Jaylen)