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"Ang kapal naman ng mukha mo! Tingin mo hindi ko malalaman?!"
I slapped Aspen on the cheek as I feel the tears streaming down my cheeks in a fast motion. He tried to reach my elbow but I took a step back, holding my chest.
"Babe, please. Saan mo naman napulot iyon?! That's not true!"
"Ano'ng saan ko napulot?!" I shouted and walked back to him to hit his shoulder with my fist. "Kitang-kita ko! Wala kang hiya!" I slapped him and ran.
"Babe naman! Don't be like this! Makinig ka sa 'kin!" He ran after me.
My heartbeat was quick, as were my tears. I ran and ran, each step feeling the soft sands on my feet. The wind blew, causing some effects in my hair. The heat of the sun equalled the heat of my rage.
"Can you stop running away from me?!" he shouted and pulled my arm harshly. Napasinghap ako at sinampal siya ulit gamit ang libreng kamay ko.
"Bakit? Ano pa bang eksplenasyon mo? Niloko mo ako! Nakita ko! You fucked her in the car that I bought for you! Tapos na tayo! I am not giving you a fucking second chance!"
He laughed sarcastically and tighten his grip on mine. "Nakita mo? So sinusundan mo ako? Wala kang tiwala sa akin, ano? What's the use of this relationship if in the first place you doubt the things I do!"
"I doubt the things you do because you give me reasons to doubt you," I said through gritted teeth.
"Now you're putting the blame on me?" he asked, hurt. "I have been with you for three long years now!"
"Three years," sarkastikong sabi ko. "In those three long years I was a fucking mistress because you never told me you have a girlfriend! Pinagmukha mo akong tanga!" Tinulak ko na naman siya, nag-aalab ang galit.
"Can you fucking listen to me?!" He held my hand and looked at me angrily. "Do you seriously think I will cheat on you?"
"I do think think that you can make other girls believe that you are single the same way you made me believe that you were. So yes, I do think you can cheat on me."
"Niloko ko siya dahil mahal kita, Ica!"
"Is that supposed to make me happy, Aspen?! Just because I won't give myself to you, you find someone else?! Ay, hindi! Ako pala ang kabit?! Umalis ka sa pagmumukha ko! Masasapak kitang hayop ka!"
"Cut! Those weren't the lines, Veronica! At ano ba?! Get the names right! Your characters are Dione and Vince!" the director shouted, irritated.
Masama ang tingin namin ni Aspen sa isa't isa. Walang bumibitaw. Yes! Yes, those were not the lines because my fucking ex-boyfriend did the exact thing on the script that made me lose my cool and become unprofessional!
"Short break! Make sure you get your lines right!"
Tumalikod kaagad ako at tinabon ang isang kamay sa may mata, blocking it from the sun. The heat on the island where we were filming was unbearable.
I only swam for a short time at the beach yesterday, but I already have sunburn on my skin! Good thing I wore sunscreen on my face kaya hindi tumuklap!
"Ica, let's talk," Aspen demanded, following me inside the tent. Dire-diretso lang ako hanggang sa nakarating ako sa vanity table ko. The staff left when they saw us.
"We have nothing to talk about." I sat on my chair and got my small battery-powered fan. I turned it on and lifted it near my face. Mas mainit dito sa loob ng tent kahit na may tabon na sa taas dahil walang nakakapasok na hangin.
Aspen sighed irritatedly and pulled his chair beside me. "Iyan ka na naman, eh. Can you listen?" He tsked.
Inismiran ko siya. "Masyado mo namang pinanindigan ang character mo. Isinabuhay mo talaga. Ano iyon? Para mas dama at totoo ang emosyon?" I sarcastically said.
"Ica, come on!"
I raised my hand in front of him. "Oh, no. Wait... You're doing everything para gumanda ang movie. How professional! I'm so so proud of you, Aspen! Sana matagal kang mamatay!" I exaggerated, smiling.
"You're not giving me a chance to explain!" pakikipaglaban naman niya.
"And I'm not going to give you one."
"Babe, please give me a chance to clear things up." He held my cheek with begging eyes. "You know you're very special to me."
I gave him a humorless smile. "I felt really special when you made me your mistress."
Aspen is my ka-love team. We just got developed in the middle of it all and he courted me. I said yes because I liked him. But I recently caught him with a girl. He made me believe I wasn't good enough, so he cheated on me. That because I didn't want to have sex with him he resorted to finding pleasure elsewhere. Turns out, I was the mistress all along.
Ayaw ko kasi ibigay kaagad ang sarili ko dahil... wala lang. Para may thrill. Gusto ko iyong basics muna. Tamang touch, tamang kiss, ganoon... Or maybe because I was afraid that if I gave myself, he would just leave me hanging.
3 years. 3 years kami... 3 years na pala akong kabit. I didn't know what to feel. How was his girlfriend feeling now? Hindi ko masikmura ang kagagawan ko.
Despite having had flings in the past, I never gave myself to any of them. None of them lasted more than a week. Not because I'm bored with them, but because they always wanted to do the deed right away, so I chose to abandon them. All of them, iyon ang habol. But that was fine because I gained experience from them.
Some try to return because they had fun with me, but I turn them down. They had their chance, but they blew it. It's not my loss, anyway. Ica na, sinayang lang!
After a long day of shooting, we finally ended it before night time. I tiredly rode in the tourist van of the resort I was staying in. Malapit lang naman iyon kaya madali kaming nakarating.
"May party raw mamayang 9 sa Requila." I heard the receptionist say while my PA was waiting for my keycard.
Nakatayo lang ako sa gilid, pouting dahil gutom na gutom na ako! Paano ba naman kasi iyong director, pagkatapos noong ilang beses na nabulol ako kanina, mas naging strikto sa akin at hindi na ako pinakain ng lunch! He made me focus on reading the script!
Kapal muks noon buti na lang malaki bayad sa 'kin sa movie na 'to! If I didn't need the money hindi ko tatanggapin itong series dahil napakapanget ng plot. Kabit-kabit lang as always! Walang bago!
"Panget na naman DJ niyan tulad noong nakaraan!" reklamo noong kausap niya. "Pass ako!"
"Maki raw mamaya," she informed.
"Passundo ako," pagtatama kaagad noong isa.
"Ang gwapo talaga noon! Panalo na naman iyon sa surf comp. Grabe, girl! 10 times champ na! Magaling din si Jericho, pero wala, Maki talaga ako!"
Parang pumalakpak ang tenga ko. Ang dami niyang sinabi pero may selective hearing ako at ang narinig ko lang ay ang salitang 'gwapo'. Gwapo? Saan gwapo? Para naman may blessing sa mata ko ngayong araw!
"Gia, saan daw party mamaya?" tanong ko agad sa PA ko pagkalapit niya sa 'kin.
"You can't party. May sunrise shoot," paalala niya agad.
Ngumuso ako. "Stress reliever lang, please! Alam mo naman niloko ako, eh! Bigay mo na sa 'kin 'to!" I can't believe I used that card!
She smiled at me. Natuwa ako. "No." At humupa ang kasiyahan ko.
Nagpa-room service lang ako ng dinner dahil tinatamad na akong bumaba at paniguradong madami ding tao kaya matatagalan ang pag-serve ng pagkain ko sa resto. I opened my pack of Graham biscuit while waiting because I was really famished already.
"Kapal," bulong ko habang nakatingin sa cellphone ko. Aspen storied a picture of us! May caption pa tapos madaming nakakasuka na hearts!
Huminga ako ng sobrang lalim bago iyon ni-restory. I groaned after that. Binagsak ko ang sarili sa kama, subo pa ang biscuit ko. I didn't have a choice! It will increase the series' ratings and drive the curiosity of the fans.
Aspen's infidelity and my status as a mistress didn't catch the ears of the reporters. Only our managers were aware of it, and they advised us to settle our issue privately. I'm glad I wasn't too scandalous when I found out or else my father would mock me incessantly.
Noong mga alas-diyes na, sinubukan kong matulog para fresh ako sa shooting bukas pero hindi talaga ako makatulog. My mind was running in circles with the events in my messy life. The roaring of the motorcycle and screams of the islanders outside were so loud. I can also hear them shouting 'See you at the party!'
Bumangon ako at kinuha ang phone ko para may i-chat. "Ayos! Gising pa!" I beamed in happiness when I saw Raya was online. Taga-rito siya sa Ahora pero nagkakilala kami sa college dahil orgmates. She was a model, too.
Madami akong kaibigan sa industriya pero bilang lang sa daliri ang hindi plastic. Madami akong kaibigan sa school pero dalawa lang ang totoong kaibigan ko roon dahil ginagamit lang ako ng iba para makisakay sa 'fame' ko. Kahit sa bahay, hindi ko kasundo mga kapatid ko dahil mga inggitera ang mga ingrata na iyon at ayaw sa akin.
Hirap talaga maging maganda, may kapalit! Okay lang, at least at the end of the day, maganda pa rin!
"Haynako, Ica! Ang ganda mo talaga! Iyan na mukha, niloloko pa?" I appreciated myself in the mirror. Syempre, self-appreciation na lang tayo kasi walang mag-aapreciate sa 'tin!
I was wearing a white crochet bralette and a matching crochet skirt. On top of my caramel-colored hair, I wore a crochet headband, too. I curled the front strands of my curtain bangs and wore makeup and minimal silver jewelry.
Nag-spray ako ng pabango ko sa ere bago naglakad para salubungin iyon, umikot pa ako para naman feel na feel ko! Then, I looked at myself in the mirror again. I don't usually dress up in an all girly outfit dahil mas mahilig lang akong mag pants at oversized shirt. But whenever my mood was off, I decide to look pretty... more like make myself feel pretty and not shitty.
Niloko na nga at pinagmukhang tanga, hahayaan ko ba na mukha pa akong kawawa? No!
I made my way to the counter of the bar to order while waiting for Raya. Madaming tao pero nagtagumpay akong isiksik ang sarili ko sa alon ng tao. Some were drunk already since it was 11 PM.
"Hi!" pagkuha ko sa atensyon ng bartender na malapit sa akin. Dalawa sila roon.
"May I take your order, Ma'am?" the bartender with curly hair asked me with a smile.
"One gin watermelon," I ordered. It was the drink I frequent in clubs.
"Coming right up!"
"Pwede mong mas damihan ang gin?" request ko pa. "I'll pay extra!" dagdag ko kaagad nang tinawanan ako ng kulot na 'to.
Hindi ako malakas sa inuman pero malakas ang loob kong uminom. Tapos sa umaga na ako magsisisi sa kakalatan na ginawa ko. Enjoy now, regret later, ganoon! Motto ko na siguro iyong 'you only live once' kaya lahat ng gusto kong gawin, gagawin ko!
While waiting for my drink, I leaned my back on the counter to survey the bar. Hindi naman madilim dahil sa dance floor lang ang purple lights. Ang daming tao roon, may naghahalikan pa sa isang gilid kaya napaismid ako.
Walang hiyang Aspen iyon! Kung hindi niya lang ako kabit, eh, 'di ganiyan din sana kami!
May DJ na nakapwesto sa platform sa harapan kaya kitang-kita siya. He raised his hand in the air, making his muscles flex a little since he was only wearing a black sando. May headphones siya but the other one was behind his ear so he can hear the crowd.
Medyo madilim sa banda niya. Muntik na 'kong umirap nang nakita ang mga babaeng nagtutulakan para lang doon sumayaw sa baba mismo ng platform, nagpapapansin sa DJ. The ends of the DJ's lips curved up, forming a smirk. He suddenly winked at the girl.
I squinted my eyes to see better when I remember the gossip of the girls earlier. Hindi ko siya makita masyado pero iyan na iyong gwapo? Parang hindi naman.
"Here's your order, Ma'am. That would be 170." I got my cash out my pocket.
"Isang bubblegum cocktail tsaka whiskey, Echo." The woman's stern voice was familiar to me, making me glance at her direction.
"Hoy! Raya!" sigaw ko nang namukhaan siya. Napatalon siya kasabay ng pagsama ng tingin sa akin. "Hoy! Ikaw na ba iyan? Ikaw na nga iyan! Tagal mo!"
"Hoy, tanga! Ingay mo talagang burara ka!" Hinampas niya ang braso ko habang tumatawa. "Musta naman?" She laughed evily.
Umirap ako. "You're talking about what Aspen did, right? Well, 'la 'kong pake! Mamatay pa iyon! Ulol!" bitter kong sagot. "Ganda ko lang, mare!" I did a hairflip.
"Tama iyan! Kaya 'to..." Kumuha siya ng bote sa likod ng counter noong tumalikod iyong bartender. "Dali, chug! Don't worry! Ako bahala sa 'yo!"
Raya was with her boyfriend, Alex. Para akong third wheel pero hindi naman nila pinaparamdam sa akin iyon and they were both accommodating kaya wala akong reklamo.
"Ica, shot," Alex said, offering a shot glass.
I never tried Sunset Rum ever and I didn't know the taste of it pero tinanggap ko pa rin iyon. Kung not now, when?! YOLO nga kasi!
People were wild because the DJ was undeniably good. Maganda taste sa kanta, tamang beat para sa vibe ng party. Latin songs kaya naman ang sensual pakinggan. Maya-maya lang, narinig ko na ang reklamo ng mga tao dahil nagpalit na ng DJ.
Raya suddenly let out an amused laughed. "Iba talaga basta si Marco," she said, pushing her hair off her shoulder.
"Who's Marco?" nagtatakang tanong ko habang sinisipsip ang lemon. Doon na ako kumukuha ng lakas dahil nahihilo na ako sa tatlong shots palang ng rum!
Nginuso niya iyong DJ na naglalakad papunta kung saan, nakikipag-apir pa sa nakaksalubong na tila nangangampanya. Nakatalikod siya kaya hindi ko makita ang mukha.
After a few more shots, I excused myself to buy a light drink tulad noong kanina. My brows raised when the other bartender was replaced by the DJ earlier, iyong gwapo raw. Daming ganap nito, ah? Ano iyon? All around?
"Order?" He leaned both his hands on the counter, smirking a little.
Halos mahigit ko ang hininga ko nang nakita siya nang malapitan. Isa lang ang masasabi ko... pwede na ba akong magpakasal?! Ang gwapo nga! Hindi ko lang makita nang maayos kanina pero ngayon parang nagliwanag na ang buong mundo ko!
Moreno. That was the first thing I noticed about him. Like any other man, he had thick brows, tall nose, brown eyes, sharp jawline, and red kissable looking lips. But I couldn't point out why he looked... more attractive than others.
The way he was gripping the counter showed some visible veins on his arms. He had pretty hands and clean nails. Very manly. I bit my lip unconsciously. Parang maganda iyon sa leeg ko.
I went back to my senses when I heard him chuckle. "Ay, ano! Iyong pink!" Ano raw?! "Gin watermelon! Iyon!" pagtama ko.
"Alright." He was still chuckling when he turned his back against me to prepare my drink.
Nagpahalumbaba ako sa counter, staring at his back. Kahit likod ang ganda! Ang tone, halatang nagwoworkout. He was tall, but I was sure that if we stood next to each other, I wouldn't look like a dwarf because I was also tall. Baka hanggang ilong niya ako.
With just a black sando, black faded pants with belt, and a grey baseball cap na pabaliktad ang suot, he definitely was a hot meal. He was really attractive to the point that even his back was a nice sight. Maybe it was his sex appeal that was so strong that I was slowly being lured into him so easy.
Kaya naman pala parang bolate iyong mga babae kanina! I think I'm one of them now!
He was quick to do my drink, sanay na sa pagtitimpla noon. "Thanks." I was about to accept the glass when he suddenly put his hand away from me.
"Hindi ka naman siguro minor 'no?" I can't tell if he was joking.
"Halikan kita diyan para malaman mo kung oo o hindi," pagbibiro ko naman. Mukha ba akong minor? My boobs were big! Kahit nga noong 15 ako akala nila 20 na ako dahil sa katawan ko.
"Pass," pagbibiro rin niya bago nilapag sa lamesa ang baso. I was about to give him my payment but he shook his head. "On the house," he said and leaned again on the table, leveling his face with mine.
I raised a brow at him. "Sure ka diyan, ah? Baka mamaya akusahan mo pa akong hindi nagbayad tapos ipapa-police mo ako. Ilalaglag talaga kita agad," walang hiyang sabi ko.
"Sureness!" He chuckled lowly and arranged his cap. "Tell me your name, though."
"Veronica," I told him my screen name. Ang layo ng name ko roon.
"You don't look like a Veronica."
My brows furrowed in confusion. "What do you mean?" I asked. May hitsura ba dapat na babagay sa pangalan?
"You look more like an angel," he smoothly said.
Napakurap-kurap ako, processing his... pick-up line? Gwapo na may sense of humor na marunong lumandi? Parang I vote yes!
"Ikaw? Ano'ng pangalan mo?"
"Hulaan mo," panggagago niya.
"Mark," binanggit ko ang pinaka-common na pangalan sa mundo.
He laughed. "Ba't naman Mark?"
"Pangalan ng manloloko. Mukhang ganoon ka," I fired.
Amusement filled his eyes. "Chill with your accusation, babe. Baka gusto mong makatikim ng alagang Marco diyan." He tsked as a joke.
"Marco? Eh, 'di malapit sa Mark!" Tumawa ako nang malakas. Iniiba pa, eh!
"Yeah, but you can call me Maki." He flashed me a smile instead of a smirk and I just suddenly felt like my panties fell on the floor.
"You're what? 20?" I guessed.
"23," he answered, smirking. "Do I look young?"
"Honestly, no. I just threw a number." Hindi halata na 23 na siya! He looked young! He chuckled and didn't take it by heart, knowing fully I was lying.
"So I'm guessing you're 20 then?"
Umiling ako. "Do I look young?" Dapat lang mukhang bata pa ako! Mahal mahal na mga products ko at derma tapos walang effect?!
"21?" hula niya ulit.
"Nice try." I laughed softly. "24."
I saw his brows raised in shock. "I honestly thought you're younger than me," pag-amin niya.
"Does it bother you that I'm older?" Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay.
"I prefer older women," he smoothly said, biting his lower lip to hide his smirk.
Hala ka! Pinilit kong itago ang ngiti ko kaya sumimsim ako sa baso ko.
"So... law student?" he striked up another guess.
"Oo!" Masaya akong tumango dahil nahulaan niya iyon. "You? Wait, let me guess!" Tinitigan ko muna siya saglit. "Med?" I guessed because he looked clean. Malay ko ba!
"Got it." He let out a soft chuckle, looking at my face.
I swiftly rolled my eyes and sipped on my glass. Ayaw ko na! Mahihimatay na ako! I never thought I'll find someone's laugh this attractive!
"What grade in med?" tanong ko para mabaling na ang atensyon.
"1st. You? 2nd in Law?"
"1st. I took a gap year to focus on my career as an artist..." I stopped.
Hindi ko na dapat ipagkalat na artista ako! I mean, it looks like he doesn't know me and I liked it. It felt free to talk to someone who doesn't have the intention of riding in my fame and just talk to me simply because they want to talk to me.
"I mean, to focus on other things," I rephrased.
I got conscious when I notice him staring closely at me, checking me out. He had no shame. Bumaba pa ang mata niya sa may dibdib ko bago tumingin ulit sa mukha ko. I was confident with how I looked tonight pero iyong tingin niya parang hinuhubaran ako!
"Anong pre-med mo?" tanong ko.
"BS psych," sagot niya naman.
"Uy, BA psychology naman ako!" Nag-share pa ako! Grabe! Nakikita ko na future ko with him dahil sa iisang similarity namin!
"Sinong may pake?" pambabara niya at nagbukas ng mineral water. Uminom siya roon nang hindi dumidikit ang labi sa bote. I watched the water flow smoothly. Ni wala man lang tumulo roon.
"Mabulunan ka sanang hayop ka!" I rolled my eyes, laughing, dahil hindi naman ako na-offend. Halata namang playful lang siya... Playful in a different way, though.
Nabulunan nga siya dahil biglang natawa sa sigaw ko. "Lakas mo kay Lord, ah? Parang joke lang naman! Too sensitive, love."
Love? Love na niya ako agad?! Is he the one for me? If not, Lord, pwedeng pilitin?!
"You're probably going to fuck someone tonight." I rolled my eyes when I realized I said the wrong words! Minsan talaga wala akong preno! Sa pinaka-close ko nga, halos wala nang filter ang pananalita ko. Hindi ko na lang binawi dahil narinig ko na ang mahinang halakhak niya.
"Nagpaparinig ka ba? Pwede, pero mamaya pa." He clicked his tongue on his teeth after saying that.
"Sige, pahingi number," banat ko naman at sumandal ng patagilid sa counter dahil nangangalay na ako sa posisyon ko kanina.
His brows raised. "Ginawa mo pa akong gigolo. Ayos ka rin, ah!"
Tumawa ako at mahina hinampas ang kamay niyang nakapatong sa counter. Landi ko lang! Napatitig siya sa akin. He tilted his head to the side, squinting his eyes at me like he was trying to figure out where he saw me.
Iyan na!
"Hoy, Marco! Tulungan mo na ako rito! Amp! Daming time makipagkwentuhan!" Iyong kulot na bartender iyon.
"Talk to you later, pretty girl." Maki poked his finger gently on my nose before leaving.
"Landi nito!" Binatukan kaagad siya noong kulot.
"Ikaw nga palaging nakikipaghalikan kay Esme sa dance floor. Oh, subukan mo mag-deny," ganti naman niya, tumatawa.
"Oh, tapos? She's my girl." Tumawa iyong isa, glancing at me. "You know her?"
Maki shook his head. "She's gorgeous, though." He glanced at me, smirking again.
Hoy?! Ako, 'di ba?! Hindi pa nga napo-process sa isip ko na tinawag niya akong 'pretty girl' ngayon may 'gorgeous' pa?!
Shet! I do agad!
"Shot ka pa!" Tulak sa 'kin noong isang kaibigan ni Raya.
"Sure!" Tinanggap ko iyon, lasing na.
After returning the shot glass, I looked around. I saw Marco, smoking on the side. Kumaway ako sa kaniya nang nakangiti. Tumawa siya at tinanguan ako pero nabaling ang atensyon noong may babaeng lumapit sa kaniya at binatukan siya habang tinuturo ang sigarilyo.
At dahil lasing ako, nakumbinsi ako ni Raya na sumayaw kasama siya. On sober state, you can never make me dance. I'm confident in all aspect but that. Taob ako. Dancing's just not my thing.
"Ica, ikaw naman! Pakitang gilas ka nga!" hamon sa 'kin ni Raya.
When the beat dropped, I accepted her challenge. I let my hand slid from the sides of my thigh up my waist. I slowly moved my butt side-to-side as my hand go up my hair. I messed my hair a little, laughing. Raya clapped her hands before starting to dance with me.
While dancing, I caught a glimpse of Maki from afar. He was leaning sideways on the wood while holding a can of Redbull and a cigarette was on his mouth. He arched one brow when he noticed me staring.
When I motioned with my index finger for him to come closer, I was sure it was because of the alcohol. He shook his head and went I thought he wouldn't come, pinudpud niya ang sigarilyo roon sa ashtray sa isang lamesa at nilapag ang can niya bago lumapit sa akin.
"You're drunk, pretty girl," iyon ang sabi niya, kasabay ng pagdausdos ng kamay niya sa baywang ko.
"Imbento! Hindi naman!" Natawa ako at pinalibot ang kamay sa leeg niya.
The way he swayed with the beat tells me he's used to dancing and partying. Hindi ako nagpatalo at sumayaw pa lalo, lumalapit nang kaunti sa kaniya para akitin siya.
I was feeling really hot because of the alcohol and all the dancing. He smirked and completely pressed my body against his by pushing my back towards him.
He suddenly leaned near my ear. "You're right, maybe I'd fuck someone tonight," he whispered with a chuckle.
"Will it be me?" I laughed in his ear.
He turned his head to me. "I guess, we'll have to see..." Then, he kissed the side of my lips.
I stifle a squeal and remained calm. He chuckled and twirled me. Pagkaharap ko palang, he immediately held my face with his one hand and kissed me. I smirked before giving him entrance to enter his tongue.
"Are you sure it's okay to do it here?" I asked when he pushed my back against the bathroom's wall. After kissing and grinding against each other on the dance floor, we ended here.
"May pakialam ka kung may makakita?" he asked and began kissing me, locking the door.
"Wala," I shamelessly admitted.
"Then it's okay to do it here."
I gasped in pleasure when he put his knee in between my thighs, my skirt going up, enough for him to feel my lace thong. He started rubbing his knee on me. A moan escaped my lips and I didn't notice myself riding it already, feeling myself getting more heated up.
I liked it. And I know he knew I liked it because he pulled away from kissing me with a small smirk on his lips. He lifted me and placed me on the counter, his kisses running down my jaw to my neck. I arched my back and drew him in closer.
His hands were roaming on my waist and then up to my back up. That's when I realized he already pulled the string of my bralette open so fast. I cursed because his mouth was immediately on my boob, swirling his tongue on the tip of it.
"Are you going to take your time?" I couldn't help but ask because I was too heated up and I wanted to do more already.
"Hmm... why?" He was chuckling when his kisses travelled back to my neck. I moaned when he pulled my ponytail down harshly to give him more access there.
"Because I'm too horny now and I can't wait..."
"Oh, yeah?" he whispered sensually.
"Yes..." Hinalikan ko siya dahil na-realize kong mukhang mas matatagalan pa kami dahil sa pag-amin ko. He was going to tease me. God, he was such a great kisser! The best I ever had!
"Baba." Tinuro niya ang sahig habang binubuksan ang belt niya, nakangisi sa akin.
I laughed in a slurred way, getting excited. Finally! I don't even know why I wasn't hesitant to do this!
"Okay! Ay- Oh my god, Marco!" I screamed when just as I stepped foot on the floor, he turned me around and bent me over the counter.
"Wala pa nga akong ginagawa, sumisigaw ka na," he teased in a sensual tone, his hand going inside my thong.
"Oh my..." My eyes shut when his finger found me so quick. I had to open my eyes when he held my jaw, making me face him. His face was so close to me. I can already feel his hot minty breath with a mixture or Redbull.
"You know I can make you come fast if I want to, but I won't... I'll let you enjoy a bit." The chuckle after he said that made me shiver.
"Just do it fast... I'm too horny to wait.."
"Patience, babe." He grazed his lips on mine, teasing me.
"Oh, that's nice. Yeah, there..." I was whispering anything when I felt his finger rub me twice until he moved his finger sideways in an excruciatingly satisfying way, then entered it. I opened my eyes when he suddenly pulled his finger out and pushed himself away from me. "Why did you stop?" I whined.
"You're a virgin," he concluded seriously.
My brows furrowed. "Yeah, so?" How did he even conclude it that fast with just one touch?! I prompt my elbows on the counter so I can see him better. My skirt was still up and my bra wasn't tied.
He chuckled with humor, shaking his head. "I don't do virgins. I don't do relationships. No attachments. I just want a one night stand," he said.
"I want that too!" Totoo naman, ah!
Natatawang umiling siya bago nagayos ng sarili niya. Then, he helped me dress up. My jaw dropped. First time in my life, I felt so fucking offended and humiliated!
"Fuck you!"
"What the fuck?" He looked so shocked when I suddenly slapped him so hard.
"Ang kapal mo! Hindi ka naman yummy pero ang choosy mo! Hindi na nga gwapo, hindi pa masarap humalik! Ulol!" After that, I stormed out of the bathroom, showing my middle finger in the air.