Shen Mingyuan was restrained by Shen Huai from behind, and he couldn't resist immediately. He turned his head with difficulty, and half of his body was shaking when he spoke: "Brother, you...you let me go, I won't go back.
" If you don’t go home, where are you going? Back to the wood factory? Even if you have to go back, you should stay at home for at least a few days.”
Shen Huai looked at Shen Mingyuan’s clothes and found that his brother’s shoes were badly damaged with holes in them. My clothes are very dirty and old. I don’t feel like I’ve changed them for a long time. I’m skinny and skinny. I’m only in my early 20s, and I see a lot of vicissitudes.
Shen Mingyuan and Shen Huai are somewhat similar, but the facial features are more delicate, the skin is very white, the eyes are slightly drooping, the kind of innocent dog eyes, the eyelashes are also very long, and the nose is tall and straight. If he is not disabled, he should be He is a very handsome guy.
But when others see him, they will not pay attention to how good he is, but will infinitely magnify his physical defects. Others have no patience to understand what kind of person he is, and even think that he is a useless person from the outside. I can't do it at all, I am very disgusted with him.
Shen Mingyuan shook his head in a low voice: "My dad shouldn't want me to go back. I'm afraid of causing you trouble, so I won't go back?"
He knew in his heart that once he returned, it would hurt his second brother and his dad. People talked and satirized by others. I have listened to those words for more than 20 years. In fact, it is not a big deal to say one more sentence and one less sentence. It just hurts them and themselves to be criticized. This makes Shen Mingyuan feel very sorry, so he is unwilling. Going home, even more reluctant to face his family.
Especially because Zhou Qingmei married Shen Chunfu. If she marries an unrelated stranger, the Shen family will not be affected, but Shen Chunfu is still a relative of their family. In contrast, with little money, Shen Mingyuan did nothing at this age, and he didn't even have a place to live, and seemed useless in every respect.
Shen Huai became anxious when he heard this: "What are you talking about? What does it mean to cause us trouble? What is this thing? It takes a long time for a lifetime. If you are defeated by this setback, it will be too fragile. Don't be a man. Listen to those gossips."
"Brother, you don't understand this matter. It's because you think about everything for me, so I can't drag you down, and you don't care about me." Shen Mingyuan trembled with red eyes, resisting what might be the only one in this world. Concerned about his relatives, just because he is disabled, anyone who sees it will dislike him, others will definitely attack Shen Huai because of his existence, he hates himself when he thinks of this, why is he not a normal person, God is really unfair, why? Let him have a fever like this.
Shen Huai heard the words and said seriously: "Ming Yuan, those remarks will not have any impact on me. You know what you are worried about. Don't care about our dad's thoughts. He doesn’t need his family’s money, and he hasn’t taken care of you since he was a child. Now he is even more unqualified to talk about you, and you don’t need to care about your father’s ideas. , He went forward and tore his mouth."
Shen Mingyuan heard this with a lot less resistance in his hand, and looked at Shen Huai in a dazed manner, as if he was sour in his heart that he confided all the grievances in his heart to the second brother. But when it came to my lips, I didn't say anything after tangling for a long time, and my body still couldn't control a small amount of trembling.
He has this disease, when he speaks, his mouth is crooked and his eyes are slanted, and his body will keep shaking uncontrollably, unable to maintain his balance. If he does not know his situation directly, he will be slightly frightened by his appearance.
Seeing that Shen Mingyuan's mood calmed down, Shen Huai continued his efforts and said, "Mingyuan, your brother's house will be your home in the future. You don't have to worry about nowhere to go. As long as your brother is with you, you will always have children with a family."
Shen Mingyuan was in his twenties. People, I really couldn't control my emotions when I heard these words, and my tears fell directly. The luckiest thing in this life, all the blessings were used up, and then there was a good brother Shen Huai.
He said to Shen Huai: "I will return to the wood factory in a few days, and I won't stay too long."
"You can go home with me first and see your sister-in-law."
"Sister-in-law?"
Shen Mingyuan asked suspiciously. , I didn't expect that I had been away from home for so long, my second brother was already married, and they hadn't seen him for half a year.
"Well, your sister-in-law is a good person, and you will know it when you see it."
Although Shen Huai said so, Shen Mingyuan still sounded very nervous. Because of his own relationship, his sister-in-law would quarrel with the second brother and cause trouble to the second brother. He began to shrink again.
However, Shen Huai did not accept Shen Mingyuan's refusal, and dragged him to hurry home.
Shen Mingyuan was uneasy along the way, for fear that his appearance would make the other person see it as an eye-catcher, and imagined that if his sister-in-law looked dissatisfied, she would find a chance to leave quickly.
He has received too much coldness, so he has no hope anymore. When others dislike him, he gradually gets used to it and understands it.
Shen Huai returned home with Shen Mingyuan, Chen Yuan and the three children came out, Dabao Erbao and Niuniu learned that their third uncle was going home, and ran out to welcome them with great joy. They looked around Shen Mingyuan and asked questions. "Uncle
San , are you tired from doing hard work? Go to the house and rest soon ." When Shen Mingyuan saw the three children, he was afraid that his weird appearance would scare them, so he just nodded and shook his head, afraid to speak, and watched the children. The clothes on his body are all clean, and he dare not get too close, and he is afraid that his clothes will stain them.
"This is your sister-in-law, Chen Yuan, and this is my brother Shen Mingyuan."
Shen Mingyuan greeted him very sincerely and said, "Sister-in-law... good." He tried to make himself look like a normal person, and tried to control the extent of his shaking.
Chen Yuan nodded: "Well, hello, Mingyuan came back all the way, didn't it use the rice? I just made the noodles.
Let's eat together." A word made Shen Mingyuan hurriedly enter the house for dinner, and Shen Mingyuan froze there. , Because I never thought that the new sister-in-law would treat him so naturally.
Imagine countless expressions, there are surprises, surprises, disgust, and indifference, but none of them have such a normal expression.
He really treated him like a normal person, without seeing any defects in him.
Shen Mingyuan dreams that he wants others to treat him with normal people's standards, and he has been looking for opportunities to prove that he is no worse than normal people, but no one believes in himself at all.
On the dining table in the room, there was a hot stewed noodles. Chen Yuan made a green pepper and meat sauce, which tasted very good. Shen Mingyuan placed a whole bowl of noodles in front of him. He smelled the fragrance and had an appetite. He was a little unnatural. When I arrived at the table, it felt as if something was wrong, but it was completely different from what I had imagined.
He expected him to be out of place. He has always been a stranger, but now he suddenly feels as if he merges with them.
This is something that Shen Mingyuan couldn't even think about before. The second wife is really good, so that he can perfectly tolerate a disabled relative.
Chen Yuan also took Shen Mingyuan's situation into consideration when making noodles. He would definitely feel uncomfortable or very sensitive in his heart.
It is a common meal to make lumen noodles, and he will be full if he fills it up a little bit more.
The meal was very harmonious, and Shen Huai was also relieved. He seemed to have something to put down. In short, Chen Yuan and his brother were getting along well.
The next day Shen Huai took Shen Mingyuan to buy a piece of clothing. When he left the house, his neighbors knew that Shen Mingyuan, the third son of the Shen family, had returned from the field. In front of Shen Huai, these people didn't dare to say excessive words. I dared to mention Zhou Qingmei and Shen Chunfu, but they began to ask, how much did Shen Mingyuan make when he went out to work this time? Where did he do it, when he would return, in short, he had to get to the bottom of his situation, and he didn't know what he was doing behind his back.
But when Shen Mingyuan heard someone ask him whether he would return to the wood factory to continue working, he always avoided this topic, especially when asked carefully, he would see that he was sad.
Shen Mingyuan is particularly sensitive to recruitment information, because Shen Huai and Chen Yuan mentioned it occasionally when chatting.
In the next few days, Shen Mingyuan rented a house outside, not far from Shen Huai’s home, because he still felt that he could no longer cause trouble to his brother and sister-in-law, especially after a long time, he might find his own situation, after all, he still had to support himself. .
Chen Yuan guessed what happened to Shen Mingyuan and didn't want to go back to work at the factory, or it might be possible that the boss didn't use him. This might also be the reason for his low happiness index.
Shen Mingyuan was originally difficult to find a job, but now he has lost his errand, and his sweetheart is married to someone else, and his father wants to die outside. This unfortunate thing is about to gather, can you not despair?
But jobs in the provinces and cities are too difficult to find, and it is difficult for normal people to find jobs, not to mention the situation of Shen Mingyuan.
Shen Mingyuan was secretly anxious, but it was of no use. He could only go to the recruitment information in the newspaper every day to try his luck.
Shen Huai sighed. His brother kept concealing his own situation. He had to inquire about it by himself before he figured out what was going on in the wood factory. Originally, he arranged for his brother to get in because of the relationship. It was laid off, so it was urgent to find a job in the city.
Seeing that Shen Mingyuan had nowhere to ask for help, Shen Huai helped him again behind his back.
Not long after, Shen Mingyuan, who was running into a wall, was desperate when he suddenly found a job delivering newspapers.