I Don't Want to Be Loved

Door Yoh_nika

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Genre Adult Drama Fantasy Josei Romance Smut Tragedy Author(s) Starlight Artist(s) Ruck 러기 럭 Description Riha... Meer

Chapter 0: Prologue
Chapter 1: Golden Bird's Feather
Chapter 2: Loveless Marriage
Chapter 3: Queen
Chapter 4: Hertia Cesca
Chapter 5: Queen Candidate
Chapter 6: Get Out
Chapter 7: Rightful Heir
Chapter 8: Wanting His Love
Chapter 9: A Nobleman's Pride and Dignity
Chapter 10: Send Them Out
Chapter 11: To Crichton
Chapter 12: Feared Queen
Chapter 13: Make a Wish
Chapter 14: The First and Last
Chapter 15: Is This Your Answer?
Chapter 16: Virginity
Chapter 17: Dimitri Priebius
Chapter 18: Life In Her Belly
Chapter 19: He Believed In Her
Chapter 20: I Don't Want To Marry
Chapter 21: I Want To Live A Happy Life
Chapter 22: Of Crichton Blood
Chapter 23: Golden Feather
Chapter 24: If She Did Her Job Properly...
Chapter 25: The Boy and the Sun
Chapter 26: Years Later
Chapter 27: I'm A Crichton
Chapter 28: Young King
Chapter 29: Another Funeral
Chapter 30: There Was a Time...
Chapter 31: Unconditional Love
Chapter 32: The Dream
Chapter 33: Plague, Massacre, and Defeat
Chapter 34: New Man
Chapter 35: The Bride To Be Is...
Chapter 36: Suffer the Same Fate
Chapter 37: Grief and Shame
Chapter 38: A FutureFar Worse
Chapter 39: Run Away, Girl
Chapter 40:Danil Lyurik
Chapter 41: Tied To Him
Chapter 42: A Favor
Chapter 43: Fear Must Be Overcome
Chapter 90: I'm Sorry, Rihannan
Chapter 44: I'll Be Alright
Chapter 91: Will You Trust Me?
Chapter 92: Dimi Over You
Chapter 45: You Who Treats Me Like a Dog
Chapter 93: I Liked You Since Then
Chapter 94: You're Beautiful
Chapter 46: I'll Kill You Myself
Chapter 95: Nothing Greater In Life Than a Woman
Chapter 47: Useless Black-Haired Beast
Chapter 97: The Duchess' Advice
Chapter 98: Predatory Marriage
Chapter 48: Long Time No See
Chapter 99: Using You
Chapter 100: Taste of Wine (19)
Chapter 49: Marry Me
Chapter 101: Large Physique (19)
Chapter 102: Maidenhood (19)
Chapter 50: Divorce Me a Year Later
Chapter 103: The First Pleasure (19)
Chapter 104: Garden Check (19)
Chapter 51: I Accept Your Offer
Chapter 105: Blooming Flower (19)
Chapter 52: Igor's Regret
Chapter 53: For Dimitri's Sake
Chapter 54: Suicidal Impulse
Chapter 55: She's Already Dead
Chapter 56: Your Majesty, Please Get Out
Chapter 57: Not Your Real Wife
Chapter 58: Rihannan and Arundell
Chapter 59: She's To Marry Me
Chapter 60: Mother's Grave
Chapter 61: Rihannan, My Love
Chapter 62: You're My Wife, I'll Protect You
Chapter 63: Igor Cesca (Perspective)
Chapter 64: Are You Crying?
Chapter 65: Your Wish
Chapter 66: He Liked Her, After All
Chapter 67: Pleasure of Desire
Chapter 68: A Wife Who Does Not Love
Chapter 69: Hope of Love
Chapter 70: Public Disgrace
Chapter 71: Torturous Beauty
Chapter 72: Women Love Flowers
Chapter 73: Wedding Ceremony
Chapter 74: Queen's Palace
Chapter 75: Can't Fool Me Twice
Chapter 76: Igor's Debt
Chapter 77: Duchess Kisses Her Hand
Chapter 78: Human Nature
Chapter 79: I Like You, Queen
Chapter 80: I Remember You
Chapter 81: Dinner With Igor
Chapter 82: Igor's Clumsiest Best
Chapter 83: Thought He Liked Men
Chapter 84: I Owe It to Her
Chapter 85: The Betrayal
Chapter 86: Anastasia's Daughter
Chapter 87: Queen's Motive
Chapter 88: The Truth
Chapter 89: Mother and Son

Chapter 96: Yearning Kiss

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Arriving at the front of the palace, Rihannan and Igor stepped foot out of the carriage. Countless men and women waiting for their appearance quickly shouted in elated joy.

Petals fell from the sky like a never-ending snow.

Igor held Rihannan’s hand warmly and headed to the grand hall where the wedding ceremony would take place.

A magnificent and beautiful place was heralded in display. Everything… was… perfect. She recited the same oath she once said and held the wedding ceremony in the same order – a kiss from the groom, the king, and to the bride, the queen.

Rihannan slowly closed her eyes remembering her previous wedding. He lifted the veil covering her features. Rihannan kept her eyes shut and waited for the procession to pass quickly. But even so, she felt nothing touch her lips. Curious, her eyes fluttered open and looked at the man whose gaze seemed far away.

Purple eyes…

Those purple eyes that once stared at her with cold anger, like it wanted to stab through her in her past life, was full of warmth.

She had trouble maintaining the gaze that she turned her eyes away, but at that moment, his face grabbed her chin and she had no choice but to look him in the eyes all over again.

And now, in this lifetime, she had a clear look of those purple eyes once more. Those clear and deep purple eyes were a clear genetic trait seen amongst Arundell’s royal lineage. Igor inherited many features from Chrichton – his large physique and sharp features were one, but his noticeable black hair and pupils belonged to Arundell.

Their eyes connected. Igor looked at her and stared longingly. He bent down and kissed her soft lips. He kissed her as if she was a poem, as if every poetic word laid bare on her lips. He kissed her in the same way the red sun kissed the sky.

She was caught in a sudden reverie of surprise. She did not think to close her eyes but accepted his kiss that contained a sort of longing like the night sky yearning for stars to shine. She remained firm, though unable to breathe till his thick black eyelashes flickered and his purples were revealed again.

He straightened his back and touched his lips, his movements… shy? Rihannan realized what had occurred; she turned red from bashfulness. It was no deep kiss that penetrated her mouth but soft and different, neither violent or lustful.

She was confused.

Her heart quickened.

Igor pulled down her veil thereafter.

She could feel her heart thumping loudly.

Fortunately, she was covered in a veil and no one could see her current expression.

“Throughout this ceremony, Rihannan Alessin and Igor Cesca have vowed, in our presence, to be loyal and loving towards each other. They have formalized the existence of the bond between them with words spoken and with the giving and receiving of rings. May the blessings of life, the joy of love, the peace of truth, and wisdom and strength be your constant companion, now and always. I, therefore, proclaim His Majesty the King and Her Majesty the Queen husband and wife.”

The priest joined their right hands together as the processional was nearing its end and declared their matrimony with the giving and receiving of a ring that they be blessed by the heavens.

After the ceremony finished, Igor reached out to her hand again and squeezed it, pulling her to his side.

On this day, Rihannan Cesca was pronounced Queen of Arundell.

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