'Mark',
I said softly opening his bedroom door, he didn't realise I had entered so I just stood there waiting for him to realise,
'Mark',
I said softly once again this time Mark actually turned around, he began to face me. He slowly walked towards me, looking at me his eyes softened,
'you look like you need a hug',
Mark said opening his arms for me to walk into. I slowly walked into his arms and he immediately wrapped his arms around me, he lifted me off the ground allowing me to wrap my legs around his waist,
'what's going on?',
Mark whispered in my ear as he ran his hand up and down my back,
'I just needed a Mark hug',
I whispered back to Mark not really knowing how to explain what I was currently feeling, the truth is that I'm not sleeping because I'm scared Mark is going to realise that I am not got enough for him and leave me. Mark pulled back and began to look at me,
'baby I need the truth',
Thomas said sitting down on the bed with me on his lap, I looked away and then looked back to him,
'I just need sleep',
I said quietly, Mark looked at me confused,
'why do you need sleep babe?',
Mark asked rubbing his hand up and down my back, Mark moved me off of his lap and began to lie down, he opened up his arms for me and I laid down next to him in his arms,
'I'm scared Mark',
I said softly with it slightly muffled as I leaned into his chest grabbing a hold of his shirt, he left a kiss on the top of my head,
'what are you scared of?',
Mark asked quietly tightening his grip around me. I slightly pulled away so he could see my face,
'that you're going to leave me, it keeps me up and night just thinking that you could and would leave me at any given moment',
I said tears still forming in my eyes, Mark looked at me shocked,
'babe stop thinking like that! I'm here and I'm here to stay, I love you and there is no where else I would rather be',
Mark said moving me closer to his face, he wiped the tears from my face,
'I love you Mark'