Fire and ice

chapter forty-three

Sebastian's pov

Shit I know I messed it up bad with Molly, I just don't know what came over me. Although she could easily forgive and forget what my father did to her, I can't.

Molly is just so pure, kind ,sweet and a whole fucken long list. I mean when she walks into a room, she lifts it and get smile lights the entire room..... Jeez I know very cheesy but it's what I got, I'm not used to all of this liking someone stuff  and I definitely don't know how to go about it.

After that whole incident shall I call it with my father and her losing conscious and all, I felt scared believe it or not. I just felt like I'm bringing problems along with me into her life and she definitely doesn't deserve that.

She deserves to be happy and free from me that's why I've been distancing myself from her, and dame it's been hard and I could see that I'm hurting her but it'll probably hurt less when she gets used to me not being in her life like it was before but than when I heard she was going to the bonfire I couldn't resist 

I mean I've heard things that have happened there like hookups or even worse things and I just wanted to make sure she was alright but the sight that awaited me was enraging. Some wanna be bastard was all over Molly and I could see she wasn't the least bit interested but that stupid guy didn't get the message.

I was tipped if when he forcibly sat next to her and tried to touch what's mine when next thing I know my fist was on his jaw  . He seemed shocked at the sudden outburst but soon gathered enough courage to confront me.

What the fuck dude! He yelled and honestly I didnt care, I just wanted to punch him to his death but held myself because if Molly and soon words were thrown around blah blah blah and than I got possessive of Molly and claimed her as she's say in front of everyone and pulled her to the parking and against my car.

When I looked into her some what grey teary eyed I snapped back into reality and realized what I'd done. I'm suppose to stay away from her but here I am being this close and so I decided to act like I don't care but her last words dug deep into me

Than I'll make it easy for you,this whatever this was is OVER, stay away from me!  She said and even though that's what I wanted I somehow couldn't let her leave ,it's like a part if me has left once again I ruined the only good thing I had.

I couldn't let Molly go, she's the only good thing I have so the next week I tried to talk to her but she did everything in her power to avoid me and she surely succeeded but I decided to give her some space and now it's spring break. I need to see her

I head to Molly's house and ring the bell when it opens after two minutes and reveals her mother

Uhhh good afternoon ma'am I greeted as politely as I can and she smiled at me.

Oh yes young man, you must be Sebastian, we've only met once but I've heard that you and my daughter are quite in a serious relationship she said with enthusiasm in her voice

Uhh yes I guess so I answered nervously

Would you like to come in she offered

No, no I just need to talk to Molly real quick I asked and her face dropped

Didn't she tell you, she's away for spring break in Miami with the gang well half the gang she said and her face full of concern .shit she left and she didn't tell me.

Oh yes she told me, I completely forgot I tried to cover up but she looked to have known that

Sweetie I haven't know you for long but I can tell you're a good one and maybe you just need to show her that, she hasn't been herself these few weeks and maybe you can fix that, I'm trusting you with my daughters heart okay she said with a knowing smile on her face as she pulled me in for a hug and at first it felt weird but soon I accepted it's warmth and love, gosh how I miss this.

It's time I stop running from fate and just face the music ,I mean it gave me Molly .

I'm coming for you Molly