Now or Never.

Chapter 42.

Juliette POV

Kane's been gone for months now. Julia is now one. We miss him but he left us... I haven't heard anything from him or Nicole since he left. Maybe it's a good thing? But he needs to know... he should know... but he left.

I've talked to my mom about it, she thinks I should tell him. But don't know what to do. It hurts my brain. I've been watching videos on YouTube of him since he's been on tour. He's got new songs.. songs that I believe are about me...  mostly a song called " forgetting is the hardest part "  it speaks to me but I doubt it...

There's no doubt it was always you
From that first time I walked you home from school
Until you stole my heart underneath that August moon
It was always you it was always you
Now it hurts to see your pretty smile fade
I've got a front row seat to watch you drift away
And I know there's nothing left for us to say
But it's okay it's okay
There's no getting over you
I tried to sugarcoat the truth
But the missing you is tearing me apart
Every kiss that I let slip away
Every minute every single day
The memories make it easy to break a heart
But forgetting
Forgetting is the hardest part
Sometimes I sit here feeling like a ghost
Its that emptiness I think that hurts the most
But a piece of me still holds a little hope
I should just let go
But I can't let go
There's no getting over you
I tried to sugarcoat the truth
But the missing you is tearing me apart
Every kiss that I let slip away
Every minute every single day
The memories make it easy to break a heart
But forgetting
Forgetting is the hardest part
It's time to pull myself together
And put these pieces back wherever
Maybe one day I'll find love again
Again
There's no getting over you
I've tried to sugarcoat the truth
A million times but I'm still torn apart
Every kiss that I let slip away
Every minute every single day
The memories make it easy to break a heart
But forgetting
Forgetting is the hardest part

I look up the song an play it out loud. Tears threatening my cheeks.. I miss him...

I dial his number.
I forget it when I hear his voice.. his deep voice.

" Juliette? " Kane says.
" hey..." I speak.
" how are you." He speaks. His voice..
" I'm okay... just wanted to tell you about Julia's party. " I speak. Lying...

" I can't believe she's one already. So. Im almost done with tour." He speaks.
" why did you do it? Why did you leave us.." I spit out not thinking about it.
" Juliette... we will talk about when tour is over.." he says. Oh no.. I have to tell him now... it can't see when he gets here... he will be so upset.

" Kane... " i speak threw the phone... " I have something important to tell you. It can't wait."