SEEN (Pt 1)

Hello?

On march 6th I was going through facebook and saw this guy's profile. At that moment I was thinking "Well, I don't have any friends so I think It'll be nice to have new ones...starting with Miguel Marban I guess" without doubting myself, I sent the friend request. I really didn't think I was going to have an actual "Friendship". He waved at me like people usually do on the messaging app, something totally new and weird I never do in my real life. I don't know what made me do it but, I waved back. He said "Hey" and I said "Hi". It was the weirdest conversation I've ever had with someone. It's so weird to think about that all of the things we went through had to end with a "Don't text me anymore".                                                                                                                                                                                    

                                    Something that still breaks my heart to this day.

I remember him telling me about him hitting cars and his friend falling onto the concrete. I also remember telling him that if we kept talking, I would tell him about my family situation. I felt comfortable with him right away. Our dry conversations became a daily habit on my unadaptable unadjustable unaggressive life. It was really strange for me to see his first message but                                         

I was pretty damn excited.