Part of my past

ASS HOLE!!!

i can believe i kissed derek oh my god he is suck a great kisser i wonder if he felt the same way as i did as soon as my lips touched his it felt like boms going off LIke fucking the fourth of July fireworks bitchies. i think it would have gone further if scott didn't walk in note do self dont kiss derek in front scott, wait why am i over thinking this it was just kissing its not like it meant some thing to either i have nick i dont need derke wiat yeah i do i love him no i dont, ugh he such a ass hole god my life so easy when it was just me and scott and stiles and lydia and nick jackson" why cant i go back to that i sigh and get up and walked down stairs and saw derek and scott like chest to chest i walk over to them and put my hand on there chests "GIRLS GIRLS BOTH PRETTY" i said they both glare at me i stood my ground 

"go to your room" scott says looking at me i laugh

"so i can let you guys kill each other no way"

"JUST LEAVE" derek and scott say i sigh and and grabbed my bag and went out my window i took the car and went to jackys i knock on the door and he was in shorts and nothing else. 

"can i spend the night here" he nods and pulled me in to a hug 

"anytime love take my bed i will take the guess room" he kissed my head and i start to cry and i walked away and he smacked my ass 

"dont smack my ass" i yelled and walked to his room and my phone went off i look to see scott calling me so i hit the fuck you button i lay in his bed and my phone goes off again. i see its derek calling me i sigh and answer it 

"stevens house of whores buy one now get your second whore free how can i make your fantaisy come true" he laughs 

"its not funny" scott yelled i giggle 

"Bye guys" i yelled to the phone 

"what no wait" they yell i sigh 

"what do you want"

"where are you" derek and scott asked 

"with a friend bye boys" i said and hung up and i fell asleep.

i woke up to jackson yelling i sigh and got up and walked down stairs "JACKSON" i yelled he came out...along with scott stiles and derek uh out 

"what?" he asked i laugh 

"why were you yelling you woke me up" i pout he sighs and walked over and kissed my head 

"sorry baby girl i was trying to get scott and them to leave but they wont" i nod "go back to bed" i kiss his cheek "okay" i turn to walk but some one grabbed my hand, i turn to see scott "let me go now" he sighs and i pull my wrist out of his grip "your coming home now" i laugh "your my brother not my mother stop telling me what to do" i hiss at him he turns to derek and stiles for help and stiles backed away i smirk and turn to walk and i got thrown over dereks shoulder i new it was him because of his ass "PUT ME DOWN ASSHOLE" he just kept walking i sigh and prop myself on my elbow and sigh he put me in the back and got in along with stiles and scott i glare at him and scream They turn to me i pushed stiles back and ran out and back inside and ran to jacksons room and grabbed my phone i turn to see derek"sorry had to grab my phone" he nods and he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder "you know im starting to think your onlying caring me because you want to stare at me ass" he chuckled and put me in the back i sigh and we drove home i lay my head on stiles lap and fell asleep 

i woke up to some one lifting me i groan and they laugh "your home" derek says i sigh and rest my head he chuckled and walked inside "bring her to her room derek i have school so watch her" "yes sir' Derek says laughing an he brought me to my room and lays me down and slowly let me go i take his hand "derek" he sits next to me "hmm" he says back "why" i asked before falling alseep again.