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la parfum

     Perfumes. The first attraction of men to women, and women to men. As a twenty five year old you know I had specs, and today the lust for stuff like that fell on me like a dropping curtain. I felt so lusty, so material.... it was the weather I presume, cause its been raining here for like two hours straight and it finally decided to quite shedding every lost drop.

      I went out, enjoying my one week holiday I presume....with Ariana Grande's new song in my ears,"the boy is mine." I felt so lusty, like every man on this earth who was hot enough to battle the sun made me wanna just kiss em n hookup regardless who's husband or boyfriend it was....I felt like stealing which my natural beauty permitted me to do. As a feminine man of goddess beauty I took my dealings with men personal, especially in bed. I made them feel like they will be chasing for more....not me. Now that was another part of my saturn I love, dominantly.

      I stopped in my way. It was a perfume I recalled, one only one person I knew wore it on, the song ended and another hit of hers,"we can't be friends" started to play. I felt in love with something or someone I wasn't supposed to allow myself to once more.

    "Hey. How you doing?"

    It was Dave, being polite. It's been like three days and we normally do not act this friendly towards each other as I remember.

   "I'm good, but we cant be friends, wait until you like me again."

     The lust made me say something I wish I didn't say, I felt embarrassed. And walked away.

   "I think I still do..."

   'Really?'

   My heart started skipping, my cheeks red from ambiance and suspense, wanting a yes as a response

  "No, bitch..."

   "Fuck you."

  He knew how to take the happiness out of everything. The hope from the living. I dont even know why I felt I wanted him...why now,ughhhh!!!!

  "Go ahead,fuck me."

He came closer whispering in my ears, with that fucking low tone, gosh it always made me horny.... I felt sweaty all of a sudden. Something about that perfume...and there he was this young boy...killing me softly with his voice...stranger to my eyes, after all these years, he still has that manipulating power against me like a puppet.

   "I know you want me. Come on don't be shy."

    I prayed that he would finish, but he just went right on. Now I just wanted to take him home and passionately make him fall for me. But I felt like he wanted to put me in a damn trap, I just couldn't resist.

   "Take my hand, lemme take you home and remind you of who I am....in your fucking life."

    Gosh this was fire...a heat I couldn't resist after a whole day of shower, I needed him to just fill me....I needed him to just...feel me.

   I took his hand, following the scent of him, every breath felt like I didn't need oxygen to breathe, this was just enough. That luring scent was one of the limited editions of the brand, "Devoure". It was something only the elite corporate of the brand could wear, and he started wearing this at 19, I don't wanna brag but mama mia, his dad owns the company.

    I felt like cinderella right now, fragile yet naive. I hated the way he just trapped me everytime, but it felt pretty good everytime. My heart says yet my mind says no. But I'll just let it go and follow the leader. He's taking me to another one of his rich apartments as he usually did. The ones with the completely new sceneries, but as I began to grow and own my own money I found out his lavish life and apartments were nothing far from ordinary, although in the past they just felt like heaven to me. And I was always visited by an angel I loved to love and hate. He drove me crazy, and don't forget the perfume, it always led me back to the spider's Web.

    La parfum.