Y/N'S POV
*A few minutes later*
"I still can't find my headphones" - Y/N says to herself
"I can't go with out them, I'm not doing that" - Y/N
*You start getting agitated*
"Someone please help" - Y/N shouts
"What's up bub" - Leah
"I can't find my headphones, I can't go without them. If I can't find them then I'm not going. What if it's too loud, what if it's boring. I NEED THEM" - Y/N
"Shh, it's ok, calm down. We have 10 minutes yet till we have to leave. If we still can't find them before we go then you can borrow mine ok. It's ok" - Leah
"No I need mine, mine are comfy and I know what they feel like. I don't want anyone else's" - Y/n
"We will find them, they won't be far"
- Leah*Lia hears y/n getting stressed*
"Hey what's going on?" - Lia
"Y/n's headphones are missing, she said she's not going without them." - Leah
"Oh, It's ok Y/N, if we can't find them before we go then you can borrow mine for today" - Lia
"I DON'T WANT YOUR'S, I JUST WANT MINE" - Y/n shouts
"Why not have mine?" - Lia
"BECAUSE I KNOW HOW MY MUSIC SOUNDS THROUGH THEM AND I KNOW HOW THEY FEEL, IM NOT FCKING GOING WITHOUT THEM" - Y/N
"Ok, sorry" - Lia
"Let's just try and find them ok" - Leah
*Y/N starts to get anxious and starts scratching at her kneck*
"Hey, it's ok. We will find them bub" - Leah says as she tries to gently grab Y/n's hand's so she stops scratching
"NO DON'T TOUCH ME" - Y/n
"Sh*t, sorry" - Leah
2 MINUTES BEFORE YOU HAVE TO LEAVE
*No one can find them*
"WE ARE RUNNING OUT OF TIME" - Y/N
"Shh, it's going to be ok" - Leah
"Y/n, how about we call off at a shop and get you some new one's for now?" - Lia
"But I like mine" - Y/N
"Yh we know but you don't have to keep them forever, just keep them till you find your old ones" - Lia
"Ok then" - Y/N
*You set off*
*5 mins later you start getting really fidgety and start rocking back and forth*
*Leah notices that your stressed through the rear view mirror*
"It's ok Y/n" - Leah
"We will be at the shop soon" - Lia
*You start to zone out and think about if it's too much at training, and if you will be alone*
TO BE CONTINUED...
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RandomY/n y/l/n is a 15 year old girl who got adopted by Leah Williamson and Lia Walti a few months ago.. Your birth parents were very abusive and used to punish you for the slightest thing. You got R@ped by your uncle when you was 9. You have Autism, dys...