Sins are not forgiven

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1 month after getting fired

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Dazai walked around the coast of Yokohama. With no intention of going in the first place, he ended up next to Oda's grave. For the past month, he had been too scared to go back there. This was because he failed to grant Oda's last wish. Only 3 years had passed since Dazai joined the ADA, yet he was fired so soon. Hesitantly, he sat next to Oda's grave. He closed his eyes feeling the breeze that blew at him. "It was stupid going to the agency - or maybe it was a bad idea letting Fyodor stay with me, I knew it was risky, I knew I would be caught sooner or later, though I let it be" Dazai began to speak. He didn't shed a tear. It had been hard for him to cry due to his past, but he didn't mind it thought, though someone in his past told him crying showed weakness. He stuck next to that opinion. "I guess it was a stupid decision - ha - now what will I do? I doubt the port mafia will take me in because they too know that I am in contact with Fyodor" Dazai layed his head against the cold gravestone. A small shiver ran down his back. "I guess my sins weren't forgiven after all." He laughed. "I am not complaining though, I enjoy having someone with the same mental level as me. It was boring having to deal with others which were incompetent and stupid like Chuuya, Atsushi, Akutagawa and the others." Thunder roared in the back. A small figure was at the entrance of the graveyard. "Ay, come on lets go home - I thought you died in a ditch somewhere!" A Russian accent was heared. "That's my que, I hope to see you soon, friend". Dazai stood up leaving. It was good to have someone who actually cared or came looking for him. 

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Authors note:

the last sentence is based on how no one in the agency looked for him whenever he was missing. Now lets continue with part 2. :)

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Dai accompanied Fyodor on his way back. It was very late, around 1am. During there walk no one spoke. Until Fyodor broke the silence. "Osamu I have something to ask.." they didn't make eye contact. "ask away my dear" Fyodor smiled. "Would you join me?" Dazai stared at Fyodor. "What do you mean by that?" Dazai tilted his head. "Join me - lets be a duo a couple. A pair that people are scared of. Something like double black, though we would be much stronger." Fyodor chuckled hearing Dazai gritting his teeth after hearing double black. Dazai didn't hate Chuuya - perhaps he never even liked him since the beginning or was just mad at him for snitching on him. "You are so funny Fedya. Though it's not a bad offer I-" Dazai was gonna refuse. But he remembered the situation he was in. He analyzed his whole life and how it led up to this right then and there. He stopped walking and started at the ground. He listed all the pros and cons of being partners with Fyodor, - but there wasn't any cons. They were both amazing, unstoppable. They matched each other's personalities so much. "Alright, I accept" Dazai continued walking with Fyodor by his side. "Perfect" He grabbed Dazai's hand and held it in the sky "To us!" "To us!" they said as they vanished in the shadows and depths of the alleys.

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 THIS IS A SHORT AS FUCK idk what I should do next.... Maybe a fight with the agency or smthing. But anyways. tysm for the 150+ reads!!! PLEASE COMMENT I WANNA KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS!!!. ADIOS LYYYYY

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