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The Big Shot

Finn Wolfhard day 1           

I have been always had a passion for things like acting, directing, music, and ect to be quite honest nothing else was on my mind more than the fact that I auditioned for a show for some reason, I guess it got to my head I know I have auditioned for small roles, like music videos (which didn't require much), and got them or I didn't I wasn't worried about it but this one is different and if I get this role it will be my big start to a whole new world, I mean ya I got my own band called calpurnia and we where doing ok with a small calm audience, but a push for a bigger audience would be great, so here we are in 2016 I am 13 in 8th grade junior high school
waiting for a response from the director ( or I guess directors), I am more nervous about the fact that I tried out while I was sick from my bed,I know it was a risky shot but why not it won't make a difference right? the documented time for the response is at 5:30 it's currently 5:28 two minutes the moment I have been waiting for my whole life- well not my whole life but you get what I mean ( I hope)
Within the two remaining minutes I thought about all the possibilities the new chances not only for me but my band and the people around me like my brother nick or my friends it will be different so so different (well depending on how well the show takes off of course).
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Update its 5:29 ten seconds from now will decide if I will keep acting 5:30 as I rush to check my phone I get a email I open it and...
I GOT THE PART FINALLY AFTER ALL MY HARD WORK I FINALLY GOT I WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR ALL THIS TIME.
As I start packing for Georgia, Atlanta Georgia for the first time in a long time I saw how beautiful the world is I will write when I get the chance goodbye for now.

3 weeks 

Update it's been 3 weeks sense I got the role I think i should tell u more about it even If this is just a dairy I need someone to tell about it sense I can't tell anyone else,  my name is Mike Wheeler I have a older sister and a younger sister I am the only boy in the family besides my dad or my fake dad I am president of the av club at my middle school I have a d&d group we play all the time in my basement it just me (Mike Wheeler) my friends Dustin, Lucas and my best friend Will Byers.
Enough about my role I should probably mention the fact that I haven't met my cast mates yet I meet them on Friday, but my therapist says that I have been getting better I had some anxiety issues along with other things but it's not horrible like really really dramatic horrible, but it's got is issues and it's scary to go through it alone but I am finally done with it and it is the biggest relief of my life , I think? I think I should leave it at this for now I will update you on Friday.
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