We can never be friends, I hate that I saw you again with someone else. We met in the bathroom at 12:05 I fucked you again. Whenever you're around I feel like a different person, a better person.I want to cry but the tears just won't come out so I'll just smoke away this feeling. I hate seeing you with one of my friends. Our lies didn't work with time. We are too different you're angel the definition of perfection I'm a devil lurking in the dark I don't want to hurt you so I tell myself we are better as friends but we can't be friends. Or I should say we can't just be friends because for some reason we are just too intoxicated by eachother nobody knows about this not even my closest friends. We can never be friends. All these words swirling through my head as we lock eyes but all I can manage to say to you is "why are you here".