What if that Love is a Death End?

My lies may darken the cloud, but I know that darken clouds are the proves it was raining,
Please forgive me!
Love is the only thing which gave me the vision of fragmented touch of yours!
Destiny tore apart, but we are under the same sky!
I feel your presence everywhere!
We are not together,
I dont have you like walk in or walk out of me,
Like open doorway,
But i have too many miracles happening inside me to be with you always,
Souls connection, when I even just breathe my breathe take me to a parallel universe where our spirt of souls meet.
There are millions of people to take my breathe away,
But the one who reminds me to breathe is you.
Your absence never broke me into pieces,
Instead it made me strong enough to feel your essence everywhere,
Our memories never left me, like a soul leaves a death body after death, instead my soul still aches for you, like salt in the sea, my pain in your love, they became a part of me and body bares it all.
My heart which shatters over and over in pain,
But it still lives in your love, and my heart beats for you,
Let my death be a long and magnificent life,
Let my soul be attached to yours, untill I live life again in your love.
When I feel for you its same magic same chaos and bit of me in the form of poetry.
I love you endlessly! I will wait for you,
My soul is loyal to yours.
You find ways to push me out,
But I just find my back in.
©summayahsadaf