Never again would I feel so much pain from this guy he has been driving me insane but its fun. I like to think its for fun so the pain goes away but it clearly isn't fun if I am in pain. He ends up hurting me because that's his way of showing love but I want to kill him so bad. God bless my thoughts because they all turn out fake. He thinks I love him but I don't love him at all he is fucked up in the head I mean aren't we all.
"PUT ROPES ON ME" It will help me more than seeing your ugly face again. I remember that time you said to close my eyes and it will all be over. It never ended until you made me bleed. I wish you never raped me I did nothing to deserve it. A lot of my friends are worried because I am kidnapped stuck with you. They don't know that I am gone because they never cared for me. It's like I am dead because nobody noticed that I am kidnapped. One day they will look for me and I will probably be dead. But just know that friends are fake no matter what they say or do. Everyone is fake as fuck.
He changed my mind by kidnapping me from my abusive parents. He took my virginity away. He did a lot of things to make me want to stay. He raped me the next day because I screamed for help. I got tired of everything until he put ropes on me and said shh this will all be over. He took a knife to my stomach and neck. He said that if I screamed or cried he would kill me. I honestly was screaming on the inside. God lord help me from this guy. Its like he is in control when he does stuff I can't move at all.
After, he took the knife to my stomach and neck he left to go clean the blood off the knife. When he left I saw all the cuts and bruises all over my body I felt the tears starting to fall down.The ropes feel so tight on me it hurts. I guess it will have to do as long as I am not dead.He came back he took the ropes off of my body and told me to stand and I did as he told.
He pushed me to the wall he forced himself on me once again I felt everything it hurts so bad when he finished he tied me to the bed then left. I cried I felt all the pain he has done too me the cuts and bruises all over my body hurt so bad and I felt weak. I guess he left for the night but I know he will be back to rape me again like he always does or hurt me. Sleep is what I need right now but I am so scared too sleep.
The next morning, I hear the locks unlocking I know it's him I closed my eyes and wished that I could go home.He comes in with some food he placed it on the bed and untied me and told me too eat.I didn't want too eat so I turned around and said no. He slapped me and then took my clothes off he pushed me on the bed and told me too be quiet and be a good girl or he would put tape on my mouth.
I remained quiet so he would leave but he didn't leave until 2 hours passed.He didn't tie me too the bed or anything I guess it's because I remained quiet for him but he did lock the locks. I cried I am tired of getting raped everyday and getting hurt I don't deserve this I hope he will let me out so I can go home.
My eyes are burning because I haven't slept because I am scared my body hurts still I don't know if I will be alive much longer if he keeps doing this I don't know what I would do I want too go home or somewhere safe. I hear him coming I tried to get under the bed but he had the locks undone before I got my body underneath he took my legs and dragged me out from underneath the bed my knees had blood gushing down them. He put tape around my ankles and my wrists and on my mouth I tried screaming but it didn't work. He said my love why are you being bad I gave you what you wanted and this is what I get in return. I ignored him and still continued to scream. He took my clothes and left me naked on the floor and left and locked the locks behind him. He said I been bad so I don't deserve clothes.
Tape is pathetic why do people use it too kidnap people is it suppose to scare or hurt us. In my eyes it is pathetic like why not use something else instead of tape. Just put the ropes on me instead of tape. I am cold I wish I had my clothes. He didn't come the next day I guess it's because I been bad. I am happy he didn't come but I wish this pain was gone and I wish I wasn't weak. He then comes and then takes the tape off my ankles and wrist then he forces himself on me I felt the blood all over me I closed my eyes and prayed for it to be over.
He then stopped and put ropes on me and then put me on the bed. He left I felt all the blood on me then I passed out.
- PUT ROPES ON ME-
आप पढ़ रहे हैं
Control Me Like You Wanted Too
बेतरतीबControl me like you wanted too- I have been kidnapped and he has been controlling me like he wants too I hope this will be over... Pain/bruises/cuts/raped/ropes and tape -CONTROL...
