Zombie

I guess I'm a normal person.
I am 15 and I got to school which I hate.
I'm in love with someone who has a family who hates me.
I can barely breathe.
I'm a cutter.
I have a broken heart of brass.
I have had 3 suicide attempts.
People say life gets better but that's bullshit.
I play video games.
And I love to read.
I have so many people whom I cared about who left this world voluntarily.
I'm in love with someone who doesn't care about me.
I'm a boring human.