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i have published the 1st part of my story please read it 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/331233776?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=NehaAgrawal6342&wp_originator=coiAbwS2JCZ36VyeZNffFtBrmtGUWuY7%2BIVXEwSHxSYRVit5zmxQv6%2B3LeT1EX02J2RqPJorHphPNDC4LQfzqM2647%2BXl8DrQqJ7FSkAB%2Bgxi19hE1LiDRSbNrhtZ%2Fr%2B

hi guys im back but for only a week, i have a hot tea and its kinda sad ig
          okay so i have a crush last year i liked him in april..
          i confessed to him this new years and he friendzoned me, i actually thought he liked me.
          then i just know now from his friend that he actually liked me since 2020..
          the reason he rejected me is bcs he doesn’t want to bother my studies..
          okay thats all lol ejdhsjsbka
          sad but heres an irl angst for u guys
          i dont like him anymore btw

hi guys, i don't think i'll update anytime soon, i'm sorry if i dissapoint you guys. its just that i've fall into great depression, my head is spinning and tears are nonstop. i have random breakdowns when im away from my phone bcs i overthink my problem. im still active on here bcs this is my comfort place aside from ao3 and tumblr, reading stuff has always made me forget abt my problems for a while, even though it never truly helped me heal, it helps me ease my feelings throughout the problem i have. i write fanfics to make ppl who has the same situation as me feel better too, but i myself can't afford to contain myself and fall apart. im very sorry, i'll write whenever i feel like to, but i do not promise constant updates. love you guys :)

TO JJK MALAYSIAN FANS OUT THERE!! where do yall buy the cheapest and latest manga from?? im starting to collect mangas but idk where to buy them!! suggest any shops??

i updated my ejen ali oneshot book!! and yk what, i want to make a haikyuu oneshot after this, and also i was thinking abt changing my theme can’t wait to refresh this dead acc‍

thinking of making a haikyuu oneshot book but im so afraid that i’ll lose interest in haikyuu whilst writing so i don’t know how to maintain the interest, like my ejen ali oneshot book, i already watched ejen ali for like a dozen of times and my last hope is the new season so yeah i’ll try to repeak my interest in ejen ali again so that i can provide more oneshots

why is malaysia so hot nowadays?? i feel like leaving a tray of uncooked cookies under the sun will bake them! i feel bad turning on the AC too T-T

hi guys, this is just me sharing on how i struggled with my religion (Islam) so its up to you to read it or not :)
          
          its been years since i struggle with my own religion, i haven’t been thought to continuously pray as a kid so when im at this age i struggle. from time to time i will think of the end of the world and pray but, after that i won’t be praying at all, its like a one time thing and i know its bad.
          
          i didn’t pray for all kinds of reasons, lazy, scared of some demon following me while i’m praying, feeling like im too far gone.
          
          but you know, my god is forgiving. He knows that i’m struggling but still patient waiting for me to come back to Him, and today, i decided that i will. i just prayed today, i’ll try to pray five times a day, and i hope He forgives me, a sinful servant.
          
          to those who are struggling too (my muslim friends) , just know that Allah is not mad at you, infact is waiting for you to come back to the right path. He is forgiving :) also, i feel so peaceful after praying. Thankyou Allah for giving me the opportunity to come back,  MashaAllah.
          
          pray for me to keep on istiqomah <3 love yall :)

im here [proud]

hey guys i mayyyyyyyy make a hp(reader) x avengers but idk