I dont know if you are showing off or something by posting that i feel to suicide so that everyone can soothe you but you actually are not experienced by nowadays generation. Dont share your problems to even the bestest cuz they don't care. They all just want to know your truth and then be happy that this all is happening in your life. And then share to their friends as a gossip.
Listen I am an experienced person cause I had experienced that I should not share my personal life info with someone. I had an experience that after sharing my problems with someone they could not do anything but a grin appeared on their face i.e., they were happy whenever i used to talk about my problems.
So yeah i really got pissed off when you shared your problems on wattpad
Cauz nowadays generation really dont care about what happens in your life or not. No one is going to help you out except your parents. Everyone are just heartless in todays world.