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Tu Hai MV>>>>>> Darshan looks so hottttt

Also, new theme, was gonna change the bio but I love this one so much that I ain't changing it right now, maybe later. Also anyone up for being my Elijah Mikaelson lemme know 

Niall with Louis hair?! And he looks so hot!!! Ahhhhh

Morning everyone! 

Good nighttt I love you sleep well!!!

Re-watching glee was the worst decision ever. If self torture was something it's definitely this, I knew this would happen, I knew I'd be a sobbing mess. Dude I'm not even halfway through the first "Don't stop believing" and I'm already crying, the worst thing is nothing bad happened yet and I'm still bawling my eyes out because of how much I miss them all. This was such a toxic love story between me and the glee cast, they were stressful, they were chaotic, they gave me so much trauma, gosh completing glee the first time left me with lifetime trauma and yet here I am after convincing myself that I can definitely handle it better this time only to realize I'm handling it way worse cause this time I know every damn thing, every mess ups, every heartbreak, every feud and most of all I know them now, gosh it hurts, I hate myself for doing this. Y'all stay safe out there don't make the same mistake as me.
          
          
          Also, I love klaine and brittana so muchhhhh ahhhhh okay bye

So here's the thing I've always noticed and it cracks me up so much (I don't know why others don't find it funny and absolutely genius)
          
          
          •I wanna stay UP ALL NIGHT
          •And if you don't wanna TAKE ME HOME
          •MIDNIGHT MEMORIES ohoh-oh-oh-oh
          •It's FOUR A.M. and I know that you are with him
          •All my favorite conversations are always MADE IN THE A.M.
          
          
          You get it????

Give me an emotion and I'll try to make an art piece out of it. I'll probably make a book for this, I don't know, I've never been open about my art before but maybe it's time I expand that part of my life too
           I have no idea how many pieces I'll actually do till I give up because I'm not consistent at all but I do wanna work on my art more so maybe imma give it a go. Name any emotion I'll see what I can make from it

It's weird how I think about you every time it rains, maybe it was our thing? But I don't know why I still look at the raining sky and remember your habit of chewing cloves whenever the sky turned cloudy, I never told you, but I know you knew how I fell in love with the smell of clove back then. I don't know why every time I see it's raining I remember you standing outside the gate, waiting until I safely got in the car to leave, you never said it yet you knew I knew why you would wait there. I carried you as a sad memory through every season that came the past 7 years, yet every monsoon I got to see a glimpse of the boy I fell madly in love with. Maybe it indeed was our thing, the rain I mean. And even today, I know I never regretted it, even when you hurt me more than I ever loved you back then. You knew I forgave you the second you did all those things, but I could never forget them, maybe that's why the past few years brought tears with your memories. But I'm proud of myself for finally being free. I'm proud to find my heart fall in love with someone else. Do I love them more than I ever loved you? Maybe or maybe I can never love anyone the way I loved you, but it's okay isn't it? Because I'm proud that I loved you when you never did. I'm proud of making it through your birthday this year, for the first time without breaking down in tears, I'm proud that I finally moved on without feeling residual guilt from it. And in the years to come, I know when it will rain again, I'll have your essence lingering in the back of my mind. Rare it was but still you gave me a lot of smiles to cherish, and every single one of those moments were in the midst of a rainy day. I could never forget you, after all you were my first heartbreak but you were also my first love and I thank you for that. Rain. It was indeed our thing, you might no longer be a part of the pages of my diary but every monsoon I know I loved you on a rainy day.

I don't talk much about this here, mainly because what's the point anyway? It's not like what's happening in Gaza, what's happening in Palestine is a secret to anyone, that's the thing, every damn person knows, everyone knows that it's not a war, no because a war is a fight for power and right from both sides, a fight initiated to decide a winner, a fight fought from both sides, but this? This is no war. This is pure cold blooded murder. A whole entire population of people are being killed to death, murdered just for existing, tortured for their unwavering belief in Allah, killed because of the conviction and trust they have towards Islam. If anything, the world should have fought harder to save the Palestinians, and yes we failed, we all failed because each day the more of this genocide goes on the more I get reminded that we failed as humans. No one deserves this, no one, I wish the world would have opened its eyes. I wonder if any of those powerful authority holders feel even a tinge of guilt watching this genocide unfold every breathing second of the day.