softhecks
I’m alive?
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you know, I kinda want to unsub from life right now.
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I feel miserable. All the time. What the fuck. I thought I was doing good and then I feel like shit and spiral.
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again I turn to wattpad to express how I want to cry myself to sleep because it’s the only platform where people from my real life don’t know it’s me
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I forget people go through fanfic stages after I do lmao. Oh lord. It’s been hilarious when I get replies to comments I posted 3-4 years ago and I get to open it to see what a pretentious ass I used to be.
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pov: you’re best friend that you’ve been quietly crushing on for past half a year tells you that they like the stoner skater boy from down the street and you have to act really supportive as a best friend while simultaneously having your heart curb stomped to absolute shit
fuck me, i won’t cry over this. my day was already shit before this and well, now i’m going to bed with a broken heart
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@IYesBecauseWhyNotI I’m already feeling a little better but I had to remove them from my homescreen on my phone today and they’re didn’t talk to me lately and I want to talk to them about it but talking to them at all just makes it feel new again ily this message made me a lot happier because, surprisingly, you’re the most supportive person to me right and the people i know irl can’t really understand it. I hope you’re doing better from when this happened to you <3
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I really haven’t been active on here for like half a year... welp that’s too bad I guess lmao
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I’m probably one of the most active inactive writers on WattPad. Sorry about that but I guess I care more for schoolwork and watching YouTube. This whole virtual school thing is messing with me.... I’ve been in virtual school since the end of February and y’all in America are complaining