secretloner11mik

im a girl whose hiding from the haunting thoughts that consumes her as I try to fight this depression im in,  the depression that  wakes me in the middle of the night with tears....im not happy but a smile shelters my true feelings...the feelings that im getting too weak to hide....

I play field hockey and im what you call asexual Im not attracted to anyone. ...hockey is my release it makes me feel powerful everytime I beat an opponent. .grey is my favourite color. .im a sweatpants and t-shirt kinda girl a black locks kinda girl no girly girl.....a bastille,ready set, the script and any depressing song kinda girl...and a suicide season album lover. .im not emo or goth im a misfit as ppl say but Im okay it with it....im a edgar allan poe lover he is just so talented with words....I hate cats, hugging, homophobes,  bitches..im a dominant love being in control masochism kinda girl....a one night stand gurl any gender...love is just something that eats you out slowly  stabbing at your organs then pinches your heart leaving you heartbroken...