nothingbutdisappoint

This website confuses me
And I don't know why I'm here because I don't write.
I just sometimes have this small part of my brain that whispers to me, in a soft mellow voice; you can do this?
(Do not mistake the question mark. That was purposely put there. Even my brain doubts my writing ability. )
But sadly, my soft mellow questions are always answered when I recieve my English test results, and realise yet again, that it was nothing but disappointment.