go fuck yourself

Dear maddy,
          
          
          Fuck you.;)
          
          
          Anywhore I'm bored and I started watching house of cards. It's interesting. Also, if you're reading this, I suggest you go check out @umakompton on ig. It's fucking hillarious. 
          
          
          

I'm not sad anymore and I shouldn't be 

Sigh 

I'm sorry

You don't fucking get it. You never will. Ugh you piss me off. 

Oh great ! Now this !
          
          
          I'm sure you love it so much,, 
          
          
          But for me it fucking hurts. You didn't need to tell me that??? Thanks, though. I mean, I'll just cry. 

I'm currently sitting here deciding on weather or not to just drop out of school and become a stripper #smh
          
          
          
          I'm joking
          
          :/
          
          But to be honest I'm really sad. This has been happening for 2 years now and I don't think it's going away. This stupid idiotic love. Ugh. I don't know what to write about, honestly. I could write of a million stupid things but I choose this one. Why? Because I want to move on. I just want a normal life. Not to get jealous, not to be rude. Especially fail all my classes. 
          
          Whatever. 

Honestly don't know if I should be happy or not?? I mean, I can't write, too much storage is taken up. Ugh. I just want a halfway decent girlfriend 

But that's the thing, you can't just love someone ;//

 #bullshit
          
          
          - maddy