~teen angst has paid off well~
im sad
sometimes i cry myself to sleep
sometimes i stand and wait for a car to hit me
sometimes pray to the god of my parents
most times i dont
sometimes i dont believe in anything,
except that im broken and no one cares
and thats okay,
im fine with that,
because i dont care either
sometimes i lie to my mom 
sometimes she lies to me
sometimes i lie awake and 
listen to her screams,
and my dads
sometimes i sleep all day 
sometimes i dont eat until my stomach cries
sometimes i purge to feel clean
sometimes i sit and try not think about food,
it never works
sometimes i beg and plead,
for death,
for life,
for anything better than i have now,
a sort of evil limbo
sometimes i hate my life,
and sometimes i dont.

i like to watch american horror story and watch the walking dead and sing along to nirvana
  • JoinedSeptember 15, 2014