and slowly her sanity drained,
and she became insane.
-me, when I was sitting on the toilet.
sometimes I picture killing myself.
and instead of shaking my head or crying...
I- I smile... because for some odd reason,
I enjoy watching myself die.
because than I know that when Im dead.
all the pain in me that I've held together and
not gotten help for, has finally ended...
and that makes me smile.
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