luluquest

I'M CLOSE TO 90 FOLLOWERS!! FLOWERS TO EVERYONE

luluquest

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Day 1.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I sit on my bed writing to the world on my phone, my nose feels stuffy from all of my crying, I'm sure my eyes are reddened but I haven't looked in the mirror.
          
          There is school tomorrow, and yet my thoughts 
          are clouded by sadness. My family wouldn't understand, I am alone.
          All to myself, my room's door is wide open and agape. The bathroom lights igniting the outside with brightness.
          
          
          I wonder how is the afterlife? Maybe I shouldn't do it?
          
          
          
          I don't want to pain the people I leave behind but I want to be free, I am not the S word. I'm just dumb. Who am I to think like that? After all everyone's done.
          
          
          I'm tired of this world. I want to sleep, maybe a calming eternal rest. Would bring me tranquility and peace.
          
          I am dumb for writing this poem. Who would even read. I am a pathetic human being, with no brain capacity.

pan_and_proud03

@luluquest the way you just dropped this on me on a random sunday??!??!?!! this is so good wtf-
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luluquest

Y'all don't believe people on Tiktok who are talking about the solar eclipse, we don't know for sure what will happen and they don't either

pan_and_proud03

@luluquest MHM! DONT GET HURT WHILE UR HERE BECAUSE IT WILL BE EXPENSIVE!! #NOFREEHEALTHCAREFORME
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luluquest

@pan_and_proud03 ALRIGHT!! IT FEELS REFRESHING TO HEAR FROM SOMEONE ELSE WHAT IT'S LIKE!! I HOPE ONE DAY I CAN GO TO AMERICA AND SEE WHAT IT'S LIKE!
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pan_and_proud03

@luluquest IM SO SORRYYYYYY- IVE NEVER BEEN TO WALMART AND IVEE LIVED HERE MY WHOLE LIFE, ITS KINDA SHITTY SO ITS LITERALLY A MEME HERE. MCDONALDS IS OK, IT DEPENDS ON THE EMPLOYEES AND THE DAY, ETC. ITS JUST TRASHY FAST FOOD UR NOT MISSIN OUT ON ANYTHING TBH
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luluquest

I'm kinda having writer's block with benevolence so in the meanwhile I might post a few books I've been working on many apologies again hopefully at the end of the week a new chapter for benevolence will be released.
          
          -MOIN