AND ADDITION TO THE FIRST ANNOUNCEMENT THAT TALKS ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON:
I also got an early birthday gift by an old online friend of mine from Florida. She bought me a BPS hoodie and it came in early this week! I didn't ever think, even my parents, an online friend that I had 1 fight back in late 2020 with but reunited and patched up our friendship, would buy me something and actually mail it to me.
This is the VERY first time that someone many states away from me would do something like that for me.
I actually cried when the BPS hoodie came in early this week.
That also made my week better than I thought.
I'm not expecting much for my 21st birthday, but all I want is for my 21st birthday to be the best one and not it being ruined by tragedy, such as Queen Elizabeth the Second of England having her funeral on my 20th birthday last year.
My 18th, 19th, and 20th birthdays were ruined in different ways. Several things ruined my 18th birthday back in 2020. Getting yelled and screamed at on my 19th birthday. My 20th birthday was ruined because the Second Queen of England had her funeral on my birthday.
I hope my 21st birthday doesn't get ruined for any reasons.
Again: I'm not expecting much of anything such as birthday gifts and wishes since the last time I got something nice for my birthday was on my 18th birthday. I don't remember if I got anything nice on my 19th birthday or not. As I said about my 20th birthday, I didn't get anything nice, and Queen Elizabeth's funeral ruined my 20th birthday.
If I DO get some nice things for my 21st birthday, I will be shocked and I will be very happy.
I'm excited about my 21st birthday for several reasons, but I'm kind of not excited at the same time.
I hope my 21st birthday will be much better than my 18th, 19th, and 20th birthdays.
My 21st birthday is in 29 days. :)