innocentsnobber

innocentsnobber

Hi? 
          Im depressed. Why? Because Im tired. Physically, emotionally and mentally. Im really tired. I did all my chores all by myself and its not easy. Im stucked here in our house and normally if Im depressed I will go out or go away to the place where Im depressed. But This time, i cannot go away. Why? First, because i dont have a place to go to. Second, my parents wont allow me. Third, dont have money. Fourth, dont have a friend to go to. Basically, Im in hell. 

innocentsnobber

Hi. umm i dont know where to start.
          Right now, i have been thinking about  someone. I don't  really know if I'm  serious with this. I just-- i like him? Maybe, because i got hurt or even get jealous when he's with another girl or woman. 
          
          I really don't  understand myself if its about him. too complicated. One day, I was hurt and jealous then another day i feel like "oh well! who is he anyway? i dont care" like that? and back to being hurt. It was like a cycle and I'm  tired of it. 
           I just cant help admiring him. He's too cool -- my dream guy.
          
          Honestly, I want to stop liking him but how?