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okay i know you'll prolly never read this but your book (social media) changed my life. i've never read a book on this site that quite topped it and it completely blew me away. i went through every possible emotion while reading it and !! it made me cry so hard it was so beautiful. i love your reading and you are quite a lovely and wonderful person. good luck in life and such. (:

remember when i had over 1k followers lmao
          anyway! ive been inactive for so long but now im making it official. feel free to unfollow! or dont, whatever floats your boat.
          im leaving my stories up because its actually quite nostalgic :') i just remembered all the hard work i put into these stories and more that i deleted (oops)
          anyway, thanks for always sticking around! and for those whove followed me since tmdc, hooooooooly shit i love you guys. that was an embarrassing story.
          im on tumblr if any of you guys have it! my url is gayshaolin.
          see you on the flipside! sorry for never giving you a proper goodbye.
          much love x

ASDFGHJLL ILY JAY YOU VOTED ON MY CAKE FIC WTF IT'S TRASH!!!
          
          I honestly appreciate your reply to my long personal message. I love you really !

barakatboulevard >> spencerjsmith

Chapter 17 of social media fucked me up real bad, I just played disenchanted when Luke said it was playing, and the rest of mcr's album played and the moment Luke cried and sobbed on the floor when his brothers found out he tried to commit suicide, I was here, I was there, I was crying with him and fuck, man, I didn't know whether to be grateful to you for creating a realistic point of view or ungrateful for building a wreck out of me bc my sadness just washed all over me and now I can't seem to stop it wow

I miss you too! ❤️

hey, everyone! "social media" is being translated to italian by @bastillama! italian readers, you should check it out! x

thank you for just being amazing. you are a great writer and even though you won't be writing fanfiction on here anymore i hope you know that you are very talented. your stories are great and you are really nice. best of luck to you in anything to do xx 

i think i'm done writing fanfiction.
          
          i won't delete my stories, but i'll just be discontinued for now. i can't make time for this website anymore. besides, i have no inspiration to write. i think my time has come.
          
          it was fine these past three years. thanks to all of you who were here since the beginning. (are there any of you that have been following me since tmdc and dd? gosh, those books were embarrassing. thanks for sticking by me!)
          
          i may create an ao3 account, if i ever feel like posting dabbles.
          
          thanks for being here. :-)
          
          goodbye,
          jay (barakatboulevard) xx

social media is edited and republished! sorry for taking it down without notice. x