arcticafi

dear you,
things may not seem perfect right now, I get that. I know it's hard and I know it doesn't seem worth the fight. you may feel alone, and as if no one cares. believe me when I say this; someone does. they may not be in your life at the moment, but one day they will be. they may take the form of a friend or lover or yourself or whatever you want but it doesn't matter, because whoever they are, they will love you unconditionally, and above all, you will love yourself, like you always should. you may think your parents or 'friends' hate you, and in some cases they might. but one day you will find a person who looks at you like you are their everything because you will be. they will hold you when you're sad and they will tell you how much they love you and they will mean it. I can't do that for you right now, but I can say that I love you, I care about you. I want you to grow old and be happy, and I want you to never give up because you're a fighter. you're beautiful and unstoppable and you deserve to love yourself as much as I do. every scar on your body will one day be kissed and you should be around to see them heal. and you're so incredibly strong. you don't need someone to save you and that's not what I'm saying, but everyone deserves love, especially you. if you don't want love from another person, that's fine, but you deserve love from yourself. you deserve to be the center of someone's world, especially your own.  one day, you will have that someone, no matter who they are. you will be the reason they wake up every morning, what they think about before they go to sleep and then you'll revisit their dreams. they'll be all the same to you. you'll know how it feels to love and you'll deserve every second of it. in the future, you'll look back on your worst days, then your best ones, and you'll thank your lucky stars that you never gave up. you'll be proud. I promise you. 

I love you