aprayle

@moonkeeper no worries it was a good story

aprayle

June 10, 2013
          
          I embrace the night more than I embrace the light of day. I forsake my kind to save that which is foreign to me. There is calmness in this endless void of darkness. No sound and no one but me. I seek the dawn in this race against time. I   pitted a man to inconceivable truths to save us all. He seeks death yet I could not give it. No rest and no mercy shall ever touch him. In this I created someone not a man anymore. 

aprayle

This is a good place to write not dictated about what will sell but what you like to write. No editors pointing out scenes that should be included for the public's benefit. Writing is passion and art not a means to an end. 

aprayle

January 29, 2013
          
          I already said I'd give up then why do I still feel its him or no other. I don't like to grow old alone but it seems like its my reality. No one else can touch me and I won't feel disgusted. It's only him I still hold and keep holding. Wielding this weight I carry inside my skin I can't take out. What's left is still hanging in the dark. Unleash love upon me but the value is fading I can't grasp. I still laugh but now it's skin deep. I still feel but it's all so bleak. I still work but with the mind of machine. Yet still I gave up on you. Too tired oh so tired no room for another feeling. Ready for love but just not ready for you.