anonymousgirl95

age : sixteen 
things i love to do : 
i love reading 
i love writing 
ilove my boyfriend so much 
i love my family 
i love my friends 
i love my two cats,four dogs 
i love horror films 
ilove romance films 
i love comedies 
i iove animated films
i love everything disney 
i love animals of all kinds 
i love hot guys ;) 
things i hate :
i hate life
i hate most people 
i hate people who act like someone their not 
i hate people who act happy when their not 
i hate when people ask me if im okay especially when they dont give a shit 
i hate when people act like they know me when they dont 
i hate when people say they love you and they dont 
i hate when im not with my boyfriend cos i miss him like hell 
i hate when i dont see my friends 
i hate my real mum 
i hate the fact i only see my real dad four times a year 
i hate the fact ive never seen my nephew 
i hate the fact that ive not seen my niece since she was two (shes now six years old) 
i hate my nieces mum because she wont let me see my niece 
i hate the fact my nephews in care because his mum cares more about drinking and partying than him 
i hate the fact my mim hurt my dad even if he wont admit it 
i hate the fact my dad wont get a girlfriend cos hes waiting for my mum to return and say she still loves him 
i hate the fact im turnin out like my mum 
i hate the fact i darent have kids cos i dont want to be a mum incase what happened to me happens to them 
reasons i hate my mum :
she left me when i was two 
she cared more about drugs than me 
she left me with my brothers all the time 
she never loved me 
shes not here now when i wish she was 
shes not here to tell me she loves me 
shes not here to see me grow up 
shes somewhere with her boyfriend and not here with me 
reasons i love her : 
because shes my mum and i have to 
why im so mad :
im so mad because i want a family that loves me 
i want a boyfriend thatll never leave 
i want a place to feel wanted 
things that i already have :
i have a family that loves me