amiyakosu

Going to try and re-write my Fallen Angel book lol wish me luck

amiyakosu

@angelblossomhoney Yaa :D Finished the prologue, working on the next chapter <333
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angelblossomhoney

@amiyakosu GOOD LUCKKKK<33333
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amiyakosu

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TW: vent, gender dysphoria, swearing.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I just had a whole fucking meltdown. 
          
          I was wearing my brother’s clothes making a joke like: “I’m cosplaying as X” and went off and all that. And then I showed my parents and my dad was like: “Oh, those look really nice on in you” and that made me really happy, because i thought that meant I didn’t look like a girl, but then he just said “It makes you look really feminine and woman like” I can’t blame him for it because I’m not even out to him yet. I don’t even know if i’ll be out to him, ever. And then I went to the washroom and just cried my eyes out because that comment really fucking hurt me and I looked in the mirror and saw that he was right. It just made me cry even more and I really really fucking hate it. I hate how I looked, I really hate it. And i couldn’t even change out of it because I was going to be late for my lesson and I had to wear it until I got back home and I really really fucking hate it. I feel disgusting, like it isn’t me.

amiyakosu

You'll see that quite a few of my books have been marked as "temporarily discontinued" or just completely unpublished. 
          
          I've unpublished two of my books already because I wasn't happy with them and I didn't have a way to make the rest exciting enough or continue it at all.
          
          I've been really stressed and tired recently. Working on current books and the new ones have been really tiring. And although this is something I'm passionate about, I shouldn't be staying up 'till the middle of the night just to finish another part or two early. 
          
          Doing all of this has really taken over the majority of my daily life, and it's really unhealthy to be clacking away at the computer 24/7.
          
          So I will be taking a hiatus until January 22nd, 25 days from now. I will be occasionally working on the books so that there'll be something to put up immediately after the break, but not all the time.
          
          See ya'