_velvet_green_

I can't believe I was letting this nigga manipulate me into bonding emotionally with him so I get attached and fall for him while he's out doing the same with every other girl.
          	I was dead near in love with this guy and I'm happy I broke out of that. I'm tired of people using me because they know I'll be there no matter what
          	Now it's all talk about how I'm unavailable and I sincerely love it like that
          	I missed y'all so so much and I hope you're not settling for bs because I'll be whipping you outta there rq
          	Ilysm♥️
          	✿Sunshine✿
          	

_velvet_green_

@apartment666 tysm, love
          	  I hope you're doing great. Ilysm as well♥️♥️♥️
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luulayyy

Hi lovey<3in case no one has said it, I’m so very proud of you!!! It takes an unbelievable amount of courage to do what you did and knowing that you’re setting boundaries to protect your peace is such an inspiring thing. Sending so much love and light towards u, ilysm xx  
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coolainti

Hi gurl! I hope you're doing good<3 
          

_velvet_green_

@coolainti hey, love
            Wow I just realized I haven't been on here in a long while
            I think I'm doing ok. I started writing professional papers for rich and busy people
            My country has left unis shut for almost a year now because of selfish reasons so I'm just trying to make the best of my time and earn some money for myself
            It has not been so easy tho but I'm winging it
            I hope you're doing great. Ily❤️
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Red_Harvey

Dude, thanks for voting on my slice of the writer's universe!

Red_Harvey

@Red_Harvey Really cool to hear, thanks again!
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_velvet_green_

@Red_Harvey you're welcome
            I found the intro interesting and I'm gonna start reading soon
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_velvet_green_

I can't believe I was letting this nigga manipulate me into bonding emotionally with him so I get attached and fall for him while he's out doing the same with every other girl.
          I was dead near in love with this guy and I'm happy I broke out of that. I'm tired of people using me because they know I'll be there no matter what
          Now it's all talk about how I'm unavailable and I sincerely love it like that
          I missed y'all so so much and I hope you're not settling for bs because I'll be whipping you outta there rq
          Ilysm♥️
          ✿Sunshine✿
          

_velvet_green_

@apartment666 tysm, love
            I hope you're doing great. Ilysm as well♥️♥️♥️
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luulayyy

Hi lovey<3in case no one has said it, I’m so very proud of you!!! It takes an unbelievable amount of courage to do what you did and knowing that you’re setting boundaries to protect your peace is such an inspiring thing. Sending so much love and light towards u, ilysm xx  
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Anth_ena8

Hiiii I haven’t hear in a while of you. Just wanting to check up. Hope ir doing great :D

_velvet_green_

@Anth_ena8 that's so sweet♥️
            I'm doing ok. The year has been going up and down and I'm just here trying to get through it all but I'm most definitely doing much better than before
            I just decided to be off socials for most of the year. Thanks for the support ♥️
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Anth_ena8

I was rely concerned about not hearing anything about you. I always enjoy you posting things :D
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Lalisa_mariposa

hey love, it's been a while. are you okay? i hope you're doing fine, lmk when you're available. God bless you <333

Lalisa_mariposa

@Idek_Mahn hey love it's okay. i'm sorry for not replying sooner i've had so much to take care of lately. i get what you're saying more than you think, i've lived this before and i feel so sorry for you :( wtv idea you have, think abt it first and if you see it can benefit you, pray abt it and ask the Lord to guide you. i hope everything gets better soon and i hope your grandma feels better as well. and no that wasn't too much lol, I'll be willing to read six pages from you any day, i love you <333
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_velvet_green_

this message may be offensive
Jesus I just realized how long this shit is
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_velvet_green_

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@Lalisa_mariposa no way I get this while coming here to check on you *cries*
            Hi hi. Yes it's been a while. Unis in Nigeria are on an industrial strike for the millionth time because the government has refused to pay staff so we haven't been in school since December last year. 
            The system is so fucked up ffs. I love it here sometimes but the way citizens are treated is appalling. These old fuckers in government are taking all this money and refuse to pay minimum wage like the dumb fucks that they are.
            I've just been working on academic papers for people and getting paid from that and in this fish farm training class my dad enrolled me for
            I'm considering applying to school in Canada or the UK but I'm so worried sometimes if I'll get a scholarship to go,  what my courses and career path will be and if I'm even going to do well enough that I don't disappoint
            I love music and I want to start my YouTube channel where I just post my shit on there and see if I can get myself out there but I'm so scared because my sound is not the conventional Nigerian music and I don't want to be bullied for it like people did with Tems. I don't have a team, never fully recorded music in a studio or anything. Also yk the way black parents are about doing anything creative
            I have so many things in my head that I want to do and I get overwhelmed sometimes but I'm trying to keep my faith and hope for the best
            Ik you didn't come here to hear me rant lmao bear with me. I've just taken time off social media to try and focus but generally I'm as ok as I can be. Rn I'm in the hospital with my grandma because she was throwing up and almost passed out. I just came on here to distract myself so I don't break down ♀️
            Ok I'm done talking I promise. How've you been?
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Shittydaysinlife

hii

Shittydaysinlife

@Idek_Mahn im sorry :(  and traveling is exciting! i hope everything gets better for you love , i hope you have a wonderful day :) ❤️
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_velvet_green_

@Shittydaysinlife I felt a little down today because of how my dad treated us but I just binge watched a lot of old music videos and I'm feeling much better 
            I'm going to travel tomorrow for this training thing. I'm about to go to bed so I can be well rested 
            I just feel a bit off but hopefully it gets better. Have a great day/night❤️
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