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𝔸𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕒/𝔸𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣

ℤ𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝔸𝕫𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕝 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣💞💓

† 𝕋𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕚𝕤𝕙 †

† 𝕋𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕟, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕕 †

~𝔸𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕒𝕗



There is a lump in my throat the size of a cherry out that I haven't been able to swallow since I was thirteen. I remember my childhood like a play where I was the side character forever destined to be in the corner watching, observing, envying but never the centre. I was told to let go all too soon and never to expect but to always give, to never hope nor wish but grant. I was taught all too soon that I was a replacement for something they lost. I neither had a choice nor a voice, simple existing to please and be broken all over again. Somewhere along those lines I lost myself forever and I don't know wether I can find it ever again.

~ 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕗𝕗𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕤, 

𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕔𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕞𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕝𝕖𝕟 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕤, 

𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕥𝕙 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕖

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