Xavelinn

Uuhhh hello there beautiful people!! How's it going at your sides of the world? Are you taking care of yourselves? It goes without saying that you're all precious.. more precious than anything so of course you gotta take care of yourself
          	
          	So its been hell.. I've been ghosting around and about a lot.. before-exam month is stressful.. and no I'm not good but I'm trying.. i swear I'm trying.. i even read a whole page today.. i couldnt even read a para yesterday but read a whole page today.. I'm trying
          	
          	And I'm posting here today for a friend. He published an art book. Goes by the username Apple Juice and his pencil sketches are literally like.. like so neat.. and draws a lot of gothic abstract art .. did i mention he's great at chibi drawings too? A lot of them are animatronics.. mostly from fnaf.. those chibis are my life even though horror genre is my mortal enemy let alone play a game
          	
          	@DazaiMommyMilkers
          	@feetoffthetable13
          	@PoetOfSolitude
          	@Watermelon_Mochi666
          	@Shook_Sparkle
          	@_oxce_
          	@Jax_The_Omega_Queen
          	@Dizz-Chan
          	@angel_xd1008
          	
          	Check apple chan out here please!!
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/299642324-my-drawings-part-1-chibis

Xavelinn

@AppleJuice5693 NO PROBLEM CAPTAIN!! ILYSM!!
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AppleJuice5693

@Xavelinn Thank you so much for giving me a shout-out!! ( ╹▽╹ )
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Xavelinn

Uuhhh hello there beautiful people!! How's it going at your sides of the world? Are you taking care of yourselves? It goes without saying that you're all precious.. more precious than anything so of course you gotta take care of yourself
          
          So its been hell.. I've been ghosting around and about a lot.. before-exam month is stressful.. and no I'm not good but I'm trying.. i swear I'm trying.. i even read a whole page today.. i couldnt even read a para yesterday but read a whole page today.. I'm trying
          
          And I'm posting here today for a friend. He published an art book. Goes by the username Apple Juice and his pencil sketches are literally like.. like so neat.. and draws a lot of gothic abstract art .. did i mention he's great at chibi drawings too? A lot of them are animatronics.. mostly from fnaf.. those chibis are my life even though horror genre is my mortal enemy let alone play a game
          
          @DazaiMommyMilkers
          @feetoffthetable13
          @PoetOfSolitude
          @Watermelon_Mochi666
          @Shook_Sparkle
          @_oxce_
          @Jax_The_Omega_Queen
          @Dizz-Chan
          @angel_xd1008
          
          Check apple chan out here please!!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/299642324-my-drawings-part-1-chibis

Xavelinn

@AppleJuice5693 NO PROBLEM CAPTAIN!! ILYSM!!
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AppleJuice5693

@Xavelinn Thank you so much for giving me a shout-out!! ( ╹▽╹ )
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mochi_not_found_666

A start has five ends. A square has four ends. A line has two ends. But the circle of our friendship has two ends. Send this to all your friends, including me if I'm one. If you get five back, your a good friend. If you get ten back, you popular. If you get fifteen back. Damn- 

mochi_not_found_666

@Xavelinn LOL thx for sending it bestie <3 
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Xavelinn

@mochi_not_found_666 A start has five ends. A square has four ends. A line has two ends. But the circle of our friendship has two ends. Send this to all your friends, including me if I'm one. If you get five back, your a good friend. If you get ten back, you popular. If you get fifteen back. Damn-
            
            And damn.. i was on phone ans trying to press ctrl+v for pasting but then i realised.. i was on phone 
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Xavelinn

Monday,
          January 17, 2022.
          
          Its my sixteenth birthday today.
          
          I hope I write a book (of poems) someday.
          
          That rhymed.

Xavelinn

@_oxce_ IT BROUGHT ME A LOT OF JOY!! THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTIE CHAN!! i cant be so sure about my memory though.. i might forget but i wont forget all the happines i had here today and yesterday at all
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Xavelinn

@DazaiMommyMilkers tell you what.. i cant even draw a real leaf and let alone people!!
            
            I cant even draw anime characters..
            
            And he looks really good.. like really good.. a little older but he looks his age (46 yrs) atleast if you're not taking anything else.. i really liked him!!
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The_reader_artist

When's your bday?????
          I want to wish u :3

Xavelinn

@The_reader_artist its okayyy and thank you so much!! you literally asking on my birthday alone was magic!!
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The_reader_artist

@Xavelinn omg i didn't read your message, I'm so sorry. Happy belated birthday :)
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Xavelinn

@The_reader_artist its today!!!!
            
            oh god this must be fate's gift aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-
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Xavelinn

this message may be offensive
I- finally got time to type these out and publish them.. finally
          
          it was clawing at my insides.. ripping out my nerves honestly cause no one.. and i tell you.. no one was willing to read anything that i wrote and constantly reminded me of exams.. and that.. that haunts me and makes me feel as if i'm wasting my parents' time and effort and of course it sings folk songs about how i'm gonna fail them all   
          
          and it made me feel like shit.. like it was just some hobby i'd accidently picked up on impulse and thought of impossible plans of turning it into a career
          
          and yet everytime i thought of publishing.. my head made excuses about how "ITs tOO MUcH wORK!!"
          
          i couldn't feel more deranged.. i thought i was okay.. cause i was happy and all.. but i guess you need constant reminders even if you're happy
          
          you are worth more than diamonds because you make others feel worthy.. and most importantly, because you live.
          
          @DazaiMommyMilkers
          @feetoffthetable13
          @PoetOfSolitude
          @Watermelon_Mochi666
          @_oxce_
          @Jax_The_Omega_Queen
          @Dizz-Chan
          @angel_xd1008
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1178232263-through-hallways-of-the-castle-in-spain-the-heart

Xavelinn

@PoetOfSolitude indeed.. physics is defying logic with each sentence i manage to read..
            
            Which.. i dont.. my head seriously spins and i cant understand even the title even though its simply written in bold and that too in a big font-
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PoetOfSolitude

@Xavelinn, when it was my first year studying science i thought that i knew i will love and well still to but this session it seems like Physics has taken it's real form and attacking me with it's tonnes of formulae and typical concepts which I always thought were "common sense".
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Xavelinn

@PoetOfSolitude the numerical part is damned.. i was fine and science was one of my best subjects and then they just had to mix it with math which i'm terrible at (tution is the only thing keeping me from collapsing). exactly, we cant do those activities every other day with our studies.. well said. and that's what most teachers are probably doing right now cause my teachers are the same.
            
            it too is one grade only for you too. good luck my friend!
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The_reader_artist

Hey hey hey !! How u doin??:)
          I'm tired and well have you seen CHP 98 spoilers??

Xavelinn

@The_reader_artist a a a a a nah to the ah to the noo- cause.. just cause i'm kinda scared of spoilers from bsd of all anime..
            
            i literally accidently learnt who the leader of the angels of decay is and i'm mortified
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The_reader_artist

@Xavelinn yeah I was talking about BSD! 
            I haven't read the manga but I got spoilers from Instagram, do want them?
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--mochi_mochi--

Happy new year!!! 
          
          U made my year very special so thanks for staying with me till the end of it ♡♡♡
          
          I hope that you had a great 2021 and if you didnt I hope that you have an awesome 2022 
          
          Have a great day/night ! 
          
          See u next year bestie! 
          - Mochi♡ 

Xavelinn

@Watermelon_Mochi666 a day late but I'll wish you a new year nevertheless so happy new year again
            
            I'm glad i met you here too mochi-it was really fun and going to be too!!
            
            I hope you too have it better this year than the previous♡
            
            Take care~
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